+learning to be optimistic+

2009-06-28T13:05:00.000+08:00

23 June 2009

I am engaged to Fu Ji Zhong.
On our 2727 days together. :)

2009-03-29T18:12:00.002+08:00

Lucky Lucky!

hahahaha! When I touched down in SG yesterday afternoon,
my sis sms-ed me said she won JJ world tour tickets!
I must said Lucky Lucky!
because I am supposed to be back on Sunday instead of Sat.
And at first none of us tot we have won the tix.
It was a last min sms-ed on Sat 11am.

Though the seats are not fantastic.
I still enjoyed the concert very much.
At first was really kinda sad,
coz I feel his voice was kinda funny.
when he said he was sick today.
that's when i realised no wonder..
But at the later part everything seems so ok.
The more he sing, the more better he get.

Am very touched with the concert.
Don know why.
Just the tot of it makes me feel warm.
From the concert,
I really can see he changed.
His previous concert, he was pretty shy.
But now i think he talks pretty well.
Perhaps when one was at bottled-neck,
one will strive for the best with everyone's support.
Glad that he went out of that "low" period.
I hope I will get over it soon as well. keke..

The choice of music makes me feel very happy.
He din really repeat the songs he sang previously.
and he had actually choose songs that are not his "top" songs in his album.
and most importantly,
he sang songs that I love alot.

I am very touched. :)
After a week of late nights at suzhou,
this is the best gift ever. :)

2009-02-21T01:32:00.002+08:00

Received a very shocked email today.
Or rather that shocked the whole team.
We are still talking abt this person while waiting for the other team member to turn up.
Heard stories about her.
Just hope that everything will turn better for both parties.

In the end, a resignation was tendered.
When? No idea at all.
Nobody is expecting this.
It brought us to think.
What happened?
For those who know what happened,
might know what have happened.
It's just our guess anyway.

It's pretty sad to hear ppl leaving now.
especially peak has yet ended.
Tot that market is bad.
still we see ppl leaving.
we can really see how hard all the audit ppl is working.
must not only say our firm.
I think the other big 3 are the same as well.

Furthermore, it's not one tender.
it's 2 farewellS today!
the impact hit more when both are from my level.
though not our batch, not super close,
still impact is there.
Respect and admire their decision.
Coz I guess I will take a long time to make such decision in my life.
I hope both will be doing well in their next destination in life.
Guess everyone has different hopes in life.

2009-02-21T01:23:00.002+08:00

Shall do a two posting today.
Cause I am waiting for my hair to be abit dry first.
then i can go off to bed.

Yeah! I finally get to go home early today.
cause i went to Yoga's concert.
Ok not many ppl know him.
He is a singer from taiwan,
guess I am used to it.
Singers that I am interested, ppl tend not to notice them at all.

The concert was ok.
Not superb to the extend.
Perhaps cause I am comparing to JJ's concert which i have watched years ago.
cannot compared la.
coz JJ is much more experienced as compared to him.

Still I really admire his voice.
The songs that he sings.
Does not have the original singer "pattern".
so it is as if they are his songs.
Also, he sing a range of songs,
from oldies, english, chineses of course, pop songs...
I mean it really bring you to alot different feel.

Oh yea, the guest is SHE and Olivia Ong.
Both are not bad la.
especially SHE coz they really build a strong base of fans in sg
with their like almost 10 years of experience in the showbiz.

Conclude: If given the chance, I will go his concert again.
to enjoy his style of singing.
But please finish singing all ur songs in the album first.
coz he only got one album ma.
he din sing bo le! which is very nice song. :(

2009-02-01T13:28:00.002+08:00

Am at home on weekend
Probably be glad that i'm home?
coz i am seldom at home.
my hubby is at work.
and i doubt we will have a wonderful weekend tog.
since he is pretty packed the next 2 weekends.
coz he is going on reservist.

so yea i am free.
if i don need to work.
i am free. hahaha!
probably as u get old,
you love being alone.
but still need to do sth right when u are alone.
probably i really need to get some hobby that can lasts.
sleep ba!

I think my health is getting worst,
don know for wad reason,
headache is attacking me everyday,
perhaps it is due to lack of sleep/rest.

My feet is super itchy.
can anyone tell me where to get heels that does not hurts?
no matter wad brand or type of shoes,
even slippers can cut my feet.
and in the process of heeling,
it gets itchy.
no wonder my leg is full of scars.
perhaps recession does makes all the pace of our life pretty slow nowadays.

don know wad i am ranting abt.
but yea. guess it is like this ba...

2009-01-31T12:48:00.002+08:00

Brand "Niu" Year!

Woot..it's new year.
This year is pretty fast.
First xmas, then new year now "niu" year le.

Well life has been pretty busy.
Been working pretty late lately.
Don understand y,
used to working very late le.
but this year..
all the funny sickness came..
flu, headache especially!

it can go pretty jia let.
guess the not enough sleep really can kill sometimes..

of course heard quite a few good news.
and bad news as well...
Jia you jia you!

2008-12-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

2 more days to 2009

This year has lots of ups and downs.
Nothing much to blog about.
Or rather, started to put things in my heart.
and not on the blog anymore.
more on random thoughts nowadays.
why? what happened?
I have no idea actually.
Lastly,
I must thank everyone who are with me,
been through the ups & downs with me this year.
Thanks everyone.

New year resolution?s?
Only one for the coming 2009.
Everyone to be happy and cheerful!
No more worries!
Cheers.

2008-12-17T19:28:00.002+08:00

I don like...that's why....

I don like the quiet atmostphere,
that's y I always joke ard and talk if the place is tense or quiet.
I don like to be left alone,
that's y I don leave my friends alone till there is a next person who took over.
I don like to have life that is not planned,
that's y I at least plan abit though sometimes lazy to do so.
I don like to be pesimistic on stuff,
that's y I think I am taking into consideration of what is the worst secenario so I am prepared.
I don like the feeling of rejection,
that's y I always say yes to things unless situation force me to say no.
I don like to bother ppl especially I met prob,
that's y I only look for certain ppl( sorry peeps!)

There is alot of things that I don like.
Perhaps that's y I do things the other way round.
Guess that is the reason y ppl don understand.
and ....
Yea crapping........

2008-11-22T00:47:00.001+08:00

Ups and downs

There are really ups and down in this job.
I cannot help it but to say it is nice to work with ppl abt ur age.
cause u can gossip and chat on things wadever u wan.
sometimes when free,
u don even think that u are at work.
simply jus some mini gathering,
it touches me when you are called
when u need help.
and when ppl called to ask u for help.

however, work is still work.
sometimes u just cannot help it to think that how incompetent ones is.
not referring to anyone but to myself.
sometimes i really don know wad i am doing.
this job requires very fast understanding.
good adaptability on the different kinds of accounts u are doing.
u love it when u learn a new accounting treatment
that u have never thought it might happen.
u love it when there are new ppl to work with.
but sometimes...
when things went wrong...
yes it may not be entirely your fault.
however who knows..
hate to give ppl trouble..
and hate it that when on the surface nth seems wrong,
but actually there are alot of things not done.

Been working late this few weeks..
alot of things in my mind.
yes the thought of leaving is there..
sink in more into my brain.
but i know the peak just started.
so i will hang in there..
till the peaks end..
and that's time to make the next decision in my life..
till then..
only god knows..

back to bed.
and to work soon..

2008-10-31T00:37:00.001+08:00

Leaving

I'm seriously thinking....

2008-10-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

So it started?

have no idea it has started.
and wish! that this will end soon.
i am looking for the motivation to work.
though i seems to be working like nobody business.
reason being i know the deadline is just behind...
and it is rushing me like mad...
yet nobody give me an exact deadline for review.
sometimes how irony it is. haiz.
guess that's life ba.

Ok I am here to grumble.
I don know y.
I just want grumble to hearts out of it.
the process of things completed...
is so bloody low.
start to doubt my working ability.
starting to get all abt being pessimistic..
oh well..
that's me.
just let me grumble.

2008-10-07T23:35:00.002+08:00

I wonder...

Seriously, don know what I am thinking.
Do I really like audit?????
This has been a question i keep asking myself.
I really don know.

Sometimes when I think I wan to leave.
But in front of others,
when ppl starts to complain abt audit,
i think audit is ok leh.
So they say, maybe u are suitable for audit ba.

I am ok with the working hrs,
of course sometimes will complain,
but well who don complain abt work.
I like the long leave so can take long breaks.
Don know abt the things that I do if i like or not.
coz sometimes i don even know wad am i doing?
yawn...maybe when i feel incompetent,
I think i need to leave.
Contradicting har...
but if i nv work in audit.
where should I go...

What is the main reason for ppl of leaving.
not the intention of leaving.
rather the action of leaving.
Really when do i have the courage to throw the letter on the table?
I wonder......
or really do I wan to leave this job?
I wonder again.....

2008-10-02T12:26:00.007+08:00

All abt Darius!

Upon request by Caiyun,
where is my nephew's photo?
Shall post some of his photos here.
But the photos not up to date de.
coz my sis has yet upload all yet.
and I lazy to do so as well!
haha.
Here goes...

Day 1! on 22 May 2008

First Month le wor!! hehe...

He's 3 months old le wor!

haha! have to fast forward to 3 months.
cause of we just got a new camera.
plus he is currently staying at my hse from Mon to Fri.
My mother is taking care of him wor. hehe.

Head raise high high. he is learning how to turn now! hehe.

Wat's outside??

hehehe! at home there is a baby is always so fun!
Happy Happy!!

2008-09-26T00:41:00.002+08:00

On leave 22 Sept to 5 Oct

Yap apparently I am on leave for this period.
But But But...
I am more tired as compared to days when I am working.
I guess there are simply too many things happening these few days.
Making me super duper tired.

The bugging phone calls from client.
Scary office emails.
Baby crying. trying to tug him to bed.
Of course there are fun esp when baby Darius smiles!
Wedding Wedding and Wedding.
The forgetful me of forgetting friend's bday.
Argh how can I be so forgetful.
Ok in the first place I din know,
but I shld know.
Quarrels with hubby.
Guess there are simply all those worst things that can happen in life.
just happened within this 4 days.

I just hope that everything will be back to normal soon.
and I can have a peaceful bintan weekend trip with my colleagues.
a wonderful another 5 days of leave before the actual peak starts.
Praying super duper hard.
God Please help.

2008-09-24T14:32:00.004+08:00

First Friend's Wedding Dinner on 21 Sept 2008, Rasa Sentosa

Wedding of Danny & Pauline!
It is like a mini-NTU gathering as well.
Cause they invited alot NTU friends.
hehe.. So happy for them. Cheers!

Not many pictures taken,
cause nv bring camera.
Here are few photos...

He is the Emcee for the Day, Mr Ben!

Sherlynn, Cai Wei and Shu Hui!

Add another 2 guys in it~hehe!

2008-09-07T12:31:00.003+08:00

This blog is only updated when
that is..
when she is on leave and got nth to do.
when she is angry with somethings & simply refused to say it out.
now she is updating coz she got NTH to do...

Life goes on after my HK trip.
and that's it..
nth special. Previously was on a Woodlands job.
so everyday get to wake up at 7.40am..
reach home before 8pm.
if lucky still able to play with my nephew before he heads home.

Tml starting job at Bedok.
Guess it will not reach home early job.
coz it is simply to far away from Yishun.

Yesterday went Pulau Ubin.
Ok. I have never been there before.
Am just finding things to do with hubby,
came across this place called chek jawa at Palau Ubin.
A place u get to see beautiful reefs etc..
but I went there the tide is 2.5m.
SO yea din managed to see anything except some at the mangrove.
quite a nice place.
to trek coz i don cycle at such a dangerous place.
am not a pro cyclist as at now.
and to get bitten by the mosquitoes. bleh.
walk for almost 8 to 9km yesterday.
had dinner at changi village.
a place i guess i have only been there once?
nice experience actually.

Rotting at home now.
nth to do.
don feel like you-tubing, cause there isn't any nice show that caught me immediately.
maybe i shld just watch hot shot.
but no motivation at all...yawn...
simply refused to repair my heels.
sometimes or rather most of the time,
laziness does caught me..lol..

before i forget,
our dept trip is heading bintan on 26sept to 28sept.
a place i have nv been.
hope it is going to be fun..
and there goes my pocket again..
am rather poor recently..yawn...

where is our next destination?
i dream...

2008-08-28T22:24:00.001+08:00

CALM..CLAM...

So is be calm or be a clam...
I also don know...
if there is one day...
something happen...
i guess i will be a clam...
but for now..
i am learning to stay calm...
and there's goes...

2008-08-24T14:50:00.001+08:00

2008-07-31T23:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks for all the well wishes.
appreciated it.
cheers! :)

2008-07-29T01:33:00.002+08:00

Back from HK!

I am home!
Glad plus sad!
I missed HK, or rather the feeling of no need to think of anything.
Doing nth but to enjoy the lifestyle there.
Really enjoyed my stay there with hubby.
Great hotel I must say.
Airline was good too.
Took lots of photos.
Shall update more when I got time.
Need to unpack etc.
Yawn...

2008-07-21T21:53:00.001+08:00

Wohoo! Tomorrow I am leaving for HK!
Super look forward man,
hopefully bring enough clothings.
if not enough then buy lo..
so many ppl tell me that...
hehehehe...

had a great weekend.
I guess I enjoyed my leave as of now.
and i believe more to come...
but i guess i make myself pretty tired.
coz want to live my leave the fullest.
lol..ok..here goes..

Hong Kong here I come. :)

2008-07-18T15:29:00.002+08:00

Yea finally I am on leave le.
The classes on Monday to Wednesday was quite fruitful.
Guess it makes me have a new feelings towards auditing again.
and now I am ON LEAVE!

Actually nothing to be happy about.
Just feel that it's time to have a good rest and have time for myself.
It started of pretty well..
hopefully it will ends well.
and I have the full energy to go back to work.

Wednesday class ended early.
Reached home around 5pm.
Had dinner and watch forensic science 2 till 11 plus at night.
keke. Guess my days are passed like these ba.

Thursday officially leave start lo.
hoho. Had breakfast with hubby and then went out with my sis.
We went to watch Yoga and Liu Li Yang concert @ TP!!!
Oh I must really say the concert was fantastic.
Yoga's voice was so good.
Even better than the CD.
He made the whole concert super high.
and he sang 6 songs! which is more than half of his album.
How I wish to listen to his LIVE concert again.
Strong recommendation. His CD is good! woot.

I am going back to office now?
lol...not exactly la..
today is officially the last day of my intern's attachment in KPMG.
There is a farewell party that is held near the office.
so yea, so go lo...she want me to go ma...lol..
Yea. Hope to update more about my leave sia..

4 days to HK.
Super look forward to it. :)

2008-06-30T23:56:00.002+08:00

First must thanks those who has sms me and msn me.
I am ok le.
I guess I just want a ranting place.
and not disturb anybody.
of course sure got disturb a few de ba.

Anyway life has got back to normal for me.
I hope. Starting to feel abit sian to go work.
with everyday on follow up jobs.
it can be rather boring lo.
but still we got to go on. :(

Next week is full week blank!
hoping there is no surprises and i can happily enjoy before i go for training for 3 days,
and here come my 2 weeks leave!
I am so looking forward to it man....
Going Hong Kong on 22 Jul to 28Jul.
hahahah...

Recently, I guess my health hasn't been good.
no worries. no big problem.
just the usual one.
stomach not digesting i guess.
and bruises everywhere!
cause i fall when i learn cycling that day.
well good experience.

Not long ago, I have just joined the company.
But who knows...
on the 4 of July...
I have been there for a year...
and how long will I be there?
I don know...keke...

2008-06-24T23:35:00.002+08:00

I am still feeling emotional.
Tears still drop when the tots come.
Still life goes on.
Work has to be done.
Lessons have to be attended.

Tml is going to be a long day.
with INVENTORY classes which is going to last for the whole day.
no going home early tml.
After which I need to go back office.
and clear some work.
Sometimes maybe u are just fated to be in the office more often than others,
yet we are holding the same pay?
while that's life.

Still feeling detached now...
trying to be a more happier me...
but where are u?
the one who always cheer me up?
that's life....
u win some and u lose some.
somehow i am having a lose lose situation...

2008-06-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

I am truly hurt.
U can said that I am over sensitive.
U can said that I am selfish.
Yes. I admit.

I just hate it when you are part of my life.
Yet u nv take me into consideration in any of your plan.
Even if you did they are just tots,
no actions at all.
The phrase: Actions speaks louder than words
is a phrase that are effective.
NOT ONLY WORDS.

I am tired of quarrellings this again and again.
blame it that I am petty.
blame it that I still take that bloody TW trip as comparison.
You cannot stop me from thinking of that.
No matter it has been over or wad,
it is still recent,
and it affects all the planning.

the only things I can said is,
I am truly hurt by the words said.
TRULY HURT..........

tears just flow.
I don know how to speak at all....
I got no courage that I can hang on anymore.........

2008-06-16T17:02:00.001+08:00

OMG! I am updating the almost dead blog!
Cause apparently there is nothing for me to do in the office now.
The files are with the manager for review,
Other followup actions to be done…but client is on leave.
How lucky am I man.
I may sound like a workaholic. But I am seriously not.
I don like to work late nights, I also like to go home early.
I don work extra when I know the deadline is not tml etc.
Now I got nth to do at all. Yawn.
Another 1hr plus to go home now!

Some updates of my not very interesting life.
First of all, I am celebrating my nephew one month bday on the coming 22nd June.
Darius, my nephew name, has brought the family joy and laughter.
Of course not to forget some argument like what should be his Chinese name.
But that is not his fault lo…is the father and grandfather issue. Haha.

My hubby just came back from his 12 days Taiwan trip without me.
So sad hor, cause I am not involved at all. Bleh!
We are hoping to go HK in July this year.
Hopefully this is coming true.

July is coming! I believe everyone is waiting for the bonus to be banked in.
Though they say this year is not going to be a lot,
Still it is our fruit after a year. Super looking forward to it. 

Oh yea, work is as usual. Nothing much.
On training next week.
And it is another 2 weeks of blank in retain aka planner.
So I guess I am going to be in the office lobo-ing for another 2 weeks before I go on my 2.5 weeks of leave.

Yes! Another ½ hr and I am going home soon!

2008-05-04T11:52:00.002+08:00

Woot! It has been a long long time since I blog sia.
and Caiyun was saying this is a dead blog.
ask me got time must blog la. lol.

Mmm.. it has been pretty good this period.
Not much OT.
Go home early. take leave.
Took leave after labor day to make it 4 dAYS off.
hoho...meet up with caiyun twice this month.
shopping, talk crap etc etc.

Hubby is going taiwan for 12 days. hump!
so long...i know i should be happy tt he is going with his buddies.
still i am not happy! bleh...
not fair coz i din get to go..lol...

I will be damn free that period lo.
but that period maybe my job abit xiong..
so i think maybe also no time to think of him. bleh.
and also that period my baby nephew is popping! hoho..
but if u are free...
look for me k..not that ppl look at my blog..
except caiyun ba...

I wan to go holidays!
haiz..but always say but no real action.
sian..yawnz...

Meeting up with hs,sh,qiqi and xy tml!
yea don know since when we meet liaoz..
so glad that we are meeting soon...:)

Shall update the blog again soon...
and that is.......

2008-04-12T02:52:00.002+08:00

When did I last blog?

Seriously not that I know of.
and not that anyone read my entries.
keke.
Anyway since I am in pretty awake now.
shall blog some got or don have. hahaha.

Oh yea, though i din blog,
still i got read ppl blog.
for those who are unhappy,
cheer up and life still goes on.
difficult but the new day will come the next day rite.
for those busy working,
must take care of your health.

Life have been pretty tedious for me lately.
not exactly tedious ba.
sometimes it is really yourself who is the one,
who cause all the got or not problems on your own.
too free nth to do but sit there and think...keke.

Come back from China,
I must said a pretty good experience.
though I really cannot stand the ppl,
still I learn alot from it.
and I get to travel to China. hehe.

Think alot recently,
starts to think life is so much easier if you don think so much.
talk lesser, do wadever given to you.
maybe try to eat slower,
do things slower.
life will be more easy.
coz no need to take up more work? keke.
am seriously in search wad is next to my working life.
not that I don like audit...
but is there a better alternative?
maybe I shall look see look see ba.

People has been telling me,
if u really don like audit leave early,
don waste time.
seriously come to think abt it,
there is nth much bad abt audit except for the tight deadlines and long working hours.
still....if u think...
minus off the traveling time, the long lunches/dinners, late meet up...
it is as good as 8 hours.
of course we got work super late la...
compromise abit and think positive,
maybe life is still not so bad after all...
meet after 10pm is a good choice...keke...

Yea health hasn't been good lately.
the pain in the stomach can kills sometimes.
but yea I am fine.
just need to go toilet often drink more water.
must remind to drink water. and i believe i will listen. :)
haven had regular meals too.
imagine having dinner at 10pm? diaoz.
but at least got eat sth ba.

Oh yea. my dear friend, my gang, Angela is getting married.
SO HAPPY FOR HER! CONGRATS MY DEAR!
she is the first one in my gang lo. :)
Glad she found someone. and I am going to be sisters soon!
ok..that is like next year...

Hubby and I are ok.
both busy with work, playing one DS ( he bot for himself and i kup and play)...
short meet up but still enjoying ourselves..

life hasn't been so good.
I guess learning to let go is a must for me.
coz i take it too hard last time...
have I changed?
or have I not?
Meet me and you'll know. :)
time for bed...*yawn*

2008-02-16T16:19:00.002+08:00

The longest week ever

I guess i really see what is peak all abt.
The nv ending work.
The stress of handling all the things.
The lack of sleep plus PMS causing serious mood swing.
No valentine day.
Of course not that I am force to stay.
But I just cannot help to leave all the work undone.
and go meet my hubby.
so sorry hubby.

Yea. This week has been super long for me.
I believed there are ppl out there who are the same as me.
Just want to whine nia.
Still overall, people you are working with is the motivation to move forward.
complete all the stuff within the given deadline.
Yeah. Be positive is always the word to keep in mind.
Jia you jiayou jiayou!!

2008-02-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

I really hate it when phone rang early in the morning.
you really won know what is happening over the other end of the line.

Just 2 days to CNY,
I got a call from my relative that my grandmother passed away.
it really sux to hear that.
Though I am not closed to her.
I am still very very sad.
I hate myself for not visiting her often.
Sometimes ppl only know how to regret when things cannot be salvage.
I guess that's me.

Because it is my mother side.
We are told that tml reunion dinner is still on.
but the following days we need to go down for the ritual..
Contradicting har..
I also think so...
tears just flow..without thinking much...

How I wish all these will not happen..
but maybe I am glad..
at least she left peacefully...
goodbye grandma....

2008-01-27T10:56:00.000+08:00

2 weeks to CNY

I still can remember what happened to last year CNY.
Now 2 weeks later we are celebrating CNY again!
that is so fast.

For the past 2 weeks,
time also passed super duper fast.
maybe because wake up work,
come home sleep.
Time spent with family is nearly zero.
Time spent with hubby is almost like <20 hours.
Actually work is not that bad.
Comparing to last year audit ba.
coz i heard they work like siao...
can sleep there de..

This year, at least we get to go home by 12am in the morning,
we don eat cup noodles often.
thanks to our G1 who drives man...hehehe....
i guess it is the traveling time to BEDOK that kills man!
Yawn..I just feel like sleeping man...

One thing bad abt audit..
you need to walk ard,
from your room to your client room...
there goes cold and hot,
hot and cold...
i mean the passageway...
makes me feels very giddy..
super weak sia...
neck pain, here pain there pain..
must eat vitamin to support myself...keke...

overall, I would said it is a rather challenging work.
with a very good team!
we laugh everyday!
hahaha! and we helped each other.
I hope we can finish our audit soon and start on consol.
if not we cannot enjoy CNY le!
Jiayou everyone...I guess everyone is going thru the same thing as me..
I am going to miss my team after this 4 months together...

Oh yea. CNY. I think it is sth worth looking forward to?
coz can relax and rest rest rest...hahahhahaha!
Till then...

2008-01-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

Brand new white paper

Was at an inspirational talk today.
it got me crying in the end.
or rather letting go of sth that has been always in my mind.
I guess I am really hard on myself.
everyone says so...
so I guess maybe I really am.

I believe i am someone who wish to have alot of attention ba.
maybe tat is how i was born.
oh well whatever..

maybe i shld not be so hard on myself.
and try to balance all my time.
b/w work, family, bf and friends.

today is already over.
tml is a brand new white paper.
with no today markings on it.
yea that is what it shall be.
my resolution for this year.
look forward.
don be so hard on myself.

Can I do it?

2008-01-01T15:40:00.000+08:00

XMAS 2007

Met up with shao, yu jia and her nephew!
he is so cute lo! hahahah...
enjoy the day so much with xavier boy boy.
hehehe. I guess the day attention is all on him man.
so ke ai de...

pictures!

Met up with Carolyn and her bf, Mark too.
Short meet up.
But still enjoy the companionship. :)

Met up with Marcus also!
enjoy chatting with him and all the fun.
abt work..abt alot of things.
must meet up soon yea!

2008-01-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

2008

2007 has left just like that.
I guess every year every one says this:
"This year pass so fast"
hahaha. But still I really need to say this too.
This year pass so fast.
Or rather last year passed liaoz.

Things that happened in 2007:
1. Graduation from NTU
I nv expect myself to come so far.
Really. I am glad that my last sem
passed pretty smoothly with all my friends ard me.
and I learnt how to play MJ!
There are alot of memories in my school life I must said.
and this graduation marked the end of my school life too..

2. Entering into the work force
This is not new. Still,
a perm job is always different from temp.
and what you love to do and wad you gotta do.
is so much different.
Half a year had passed.
and there are more to come.

3. Attend Friend's Wedding
Not I want to say. I am young leh.
hahahaha...Alot ppl ask me when I getting married.
Not so fast k.
unless you want to sponsor my Cartier ring (keke)
and the so EXPENSIVE DINNER. hahaha!
Feel so old sia going weddings...

Guess that's all,
nth interesting....hahaha...

In 2008,
resolutions...

1. Top on the list! Survive the peak!
Jiayou all my mates in this line.
you know wad i mean man....
learn as much as possible from work!

2. Meet up with my friends often
Work took alot of our time.
So ppl, please meet up as often as possible man!

3. Must save more money
with work = money = save!
cannot continue to spree like nobody's business liaoz.
time to save!

4. Stay happy and healthy
This is the most impt thing
before the first 3 right! hahaha.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

2007-12-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

The only thing that is constant is:
Change.
People change.
Have you change?

2007-12-08T01:40:00.000+08:00

Lost Touch?!

Met up with Linghui and JingMei just now.
i.e. Friday Nite.
Dinner and talking alot abt life, marriage blah blah.
All of a sudden I realised that I have lost touch with alot of my friends.
I guess work has taken quite abit of my time these days.

Why do I say lost touch!
Cause I have yet met up with alot of them.
Xinyan, shihua and qiqi!
whom I was initially meeting next week,
has to due to some reason delay it again.
I am so sorry for the delay!
and not forgetting dearest shan,
luckily she is free later on..so we can meet up! :)

My secondary school friends...
AdA, Candice and Angela! I haven see them for ages...
ok la..ada not too long ago though.
Today at least got meet the other two..hehe..

Uni de...don wan to say..
our hope to meet at least twice per month,
has become once a month..
and now don know wad liaoz.
guess audit has make everyone don dare to set any times.

Actually it is not that we work late.
the fact that our timing is super irregular.
sometimes we wait for snr's instruction.
sometimes we got things to do.
we really don know whether we can meet up or not.
oh well, that's the trade off ba.
flexible till don know how to schedule own appt.

This really reflects something.
the work environment can change someone very drastically.
from working attitude to many many things.
it really boils down to the environment that you are in.

I missed my friends!
when can we meet up soon?
and of course my hubby too.

2007-12-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

Backdated Entry

Don want to put the dates all on the same day.
hahaha! so shall make it a backdated entry den.
Guess it has been ages since i wrote sth to myself.
Shall write what I have I did over the past 3 weeks.

Basically, have started on my first REAL job.
where all audit comes...
and all the workings, work to be done, deadlines...
blah blah blah come.
Well, I have yet worked till super duper late.
My late meaning like 3 to 4 am in the morning.
But of course, everyday you got to reach home at the time of
10pm or 1am?
By the time, you settle down...
I guess it is time for bed le..

I hate the feeling of rushing for deadlines...
of course you will feel a sense of satisfaction once you completed the work.
Still, when the snr/manager come back with "review pt"
it kinda saddens me...
I always tot i kinda explained wad i wanted to explain.
But sometimes it turn out to be no, I did not explain well..
or I have missed out a few portion of work to be done.
and seriously if i am the one who reviewed the file.
maybe I will feel anger too ba...keke...
haiz...maybe i am taking it too personal le.
Anyway YES I AM lA!
I know I shouldn't.
But we cannot denied that sometimes you are being judged by the work done.
Anyway suan le.
I guess I am still in the process of learning of how to document a good piece of work.
and this is what I have to learn.
Why force myself to learn faster than a normal person.
I am not god anyway.
I have to have faith in myself.
Positive mind is very IMPORTANT!

2007-11-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

Wedding Dinners

I am still young!
But I am attending wedding dinners liaoz.
ok la. My colleagues de.
Not yet my friends...
so tell me when is yours yea.
Went ParkRoyal yesterday to attend my beloved ex-colleague, Kim's Wedding.
She is so beautiful.

Frankly speaking, I am very reluctant to go.
coz hor, not many people I know la.
All are ex-colleagues.
and i feel so funny attending wedding dinner.
I seldom attend my relatives' dinners lo!
and i was planned in a table that I don know who lai de!
lucky in the end I changed table.
hahaha. so sit with my colleagues and ex-boss.
it was quite fun actually.
catching up with colleagues.
my boss and boss's wife.
talking abt audit life.
the most asked question yesterday:
when are you getting married?
wah! I should have reply,
when my bf proposed lo!
hahahahahaa! now then think of it.

Then halfway went out with Carolyn to chat.
hahaha! skip almost half of the course meal.
anyway din really eat much actually.
oh yea. forget to mention.
the wedding got this service.
take picture and print,
free of charge.
ok is charged to the newly weds.
so got take a few pictures.
nice nice! hehehe...

Today's theme: Retro theme.
Pretty interesting lo.
coz seldom got wedding dinners got theme de!
hahahaha! on and all, really enjoy yesterday.
another one coming up today.
and the next one is December! bah.

2007-10-28T12:44:00.000+08:00

Balance

Had a few gatherings past 2 weeks.
Met up with Ada to shop and laze ard.
Met up with Marcus for dinner for his super belated birthday treat.
opps. Sorry~
hope you had fun.
Met up with Carolyn to have dinner last Friday.
Met up with first 3 months girls.
to celebrate Shihua's belated bday.
Met up with hubby of course on Friday.
and met up with Yuija, shao, sebas and wenshun this morning.
rather than saying yesterday rite? haha.
for supper and
not to forget I think I am pretty guai
to actually stay at home.
Miss Caiyun meet up coz she got sth on. yap.
Had a good chat with everyone!

Really glad that we meet up,
coz it makes you feel relax.
and it makes you know that you are not alone in this business line.
everyone is going thru the same thing together.
So we help each other to stay in this line.
to hear all the sorrows and of course laughters.
And all the memories we shared,
recapping what are the things that we had.
during first 3 months, in uni.
Talk abt how we want the future to be etc etc..
Not to forget all the MSNs,
with how's life as a start and we can chat all abt high and low.
This is wad are friends for!
I really cherish it.

After typing for so long.
Balance is very important.
I very unwillingly had a "noface" quarrel with my dad.
coz I din see him at all.
just heard his nagging towards my mum and sis.
simply because my mother let me out yesterday.
and my dad got no one to nag to.
so my sis tio shot by this non-of-her-business story.
I have yet talk to him or see him at all.
coz he is drinking le?
yeah HE IS DRINKING EARLY IN THE MORNING.
I understand his reason that if we can,
try to sleep early every night.
coz it is the best way of resting ourselves.
afterall at night it is meant for sleeping?

To a certain extent I do agree.
But hey wait.
Not everyone is able to accommodate other's timings.
everyone has different commitments in life.
Studies, Family, Friends, BGR, work and being alone...
there are many roles we take in life.
and there is always a trade off in between we do.
I choose to work in a "super xiong" company,
means that I trade off my other things.
Not that this is a business transaction.
but you know wad i mean by trading off?
just like weighing the pros and cons.
I want to meet up coz i cherish my friends.
I choose to come home early,
coz i want my parents to see me at home.
not that I got alot of things to talk to them.
P.S. I seldom or towards never talk to them apart from greetings.
I just want them to know that I am well.
So does that means that I nv care abt myself?

I guess NO.
I did give time to myself.
esp when I am home.
though everyone is home,
sometimes I watch dramas alone on PC.
oh yeah, just finish The Witch Yu Xi,
Nice show. finish it in 2 days. keke.
I give myself time to think when I go walked home from station.
Whenever I am alone,
I think and I feel that that is giving time to myself.
I tried to do whatever that is best for people ard me.
but he simply think that I have yet have time to rest.

Everyone's time is 24 hours.
There is always a balance to make.
I guess maybe I still have yet find the balance.
Maybe I am wrong in what I am typing.

Tml on new job.
New team, new environment, new challenges
and not to forget all the expected OTs that others were saying abt this job.
Still I am looking forward for the challenges ahead.
and I hope to all who read this entry.
In life,
there are many different challenges created for us.
Face the challenges.
We might not get the best results/what we want it to be.
But at least we face it.
and learn from it.
There are simply many things we cannot control in life.
they are just out of our control.
So don't start to blame/think on our own decisions.
I believe all decisions make are the best decisions,
it may not be the best after sometime.
but at that particular point of time it is the BEST.
and no regrets on it. for we cannot turn time ard.
Still we can always hang on to each other.
we can cry,laugh and scold (keke) together (and I mean it).
From there, we will learn sth together.
I know it is simply easy to say than doing that.
but at least we try. . .

2007-10-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

Sick of myself

I am sick of myself.
to the extend that I started to hate how I react to things.
Say it PMS or wadever.
I just find that the recent mood swings pissed me off.
In fact, I think it pisses others off too!
I don know why and how I can actually react this way.
I seriously wonder why.
I don know how am I going to handle this UNNECESSARY stuff at all.
Be it stress or just wanting some attention.
I am just sick of it.
and I hate myself for being like that.
Hate myself for making ppl ard me unhappy.
ARGH!
Guess I will go back to my room.
and be alone ever and ever.

2007-10-13T00:19:00.001+08:00

Something worth laughing at~!

Ok. Some may know it liaoz.
But still I think not all know it ba.
so I decided to write it down for fun.
hehehehe~!

Can you tell me something that is similar to the 3 songs below.
1. Baba Black Sheep
2. Twinkle Twinkle Little Star
3. ABC

You are right!
They have the same tune.
keke.
maybe some may know it long time ago.
but i just realised it not too long.
hehehe! worth some laugh.
can you imagine all along we have been singing the same thing.
hahahaha!

2007-10-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

Out with Kelly!

Guess it is pretty difficult to meet your friends
unless both end make some effort in meeting up?
agree with me?
so how do you choose who u want to meet up with?
don say you did not choose,
coz i don believe in that.
hahahaha!

Anyway met up with Kelly on Tuesday for dinner.
she just come back from Japan.
and got me some token.
thanks girl.

We met at IMM.
since the previous time she come all the way to Raffles Place.
haha. Must be fair ma.
Had a good chat with her.
and we promise to meet up soon.
most importantly to keep in contact.
since peak is coming soon.
shall try to meet up with ppl before peak actually starts.
but then I am pretty broke leh. bah!

2007-10-07T00:40:00.000+08:00

Team-building Session

We had a big difficulty organizing this event.
I should not say it turn out well.
But at least it happened.
and we just have to learn to face it.
to face the circumstances,
to face wad it is going to happen.
to face all the negative remarks etc.
I think I din manage it well.
for at first I still dread to go there.
But well, after all we still got to face it together.
Glad that it is all over liaoz.
and we finally completed the task given to us!
cheers!

2007-10-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

Clubbing

Welcome day falls on 5 Oct 2007.
I cannot imagine to see so many ppl there!
Zouk was packed with all our ppl that day.
and all are pretty high.
I guess they really love dancing and drinking ba.
somemore is free flow of drinks.

It was also my first time clubbing.
Apart from the day where we had our amazing race closing ceremony that day.
din really club that day,
since we are the organiser rather than ppl who can enjoyed it.

Din drink a lot that day.
sufficient to make me feel a bit giddy.
but after awhile it is ok liaoz. hehe.

Cannot imagine I actually dance that day.
First time in my life dancing.
or rather in public ba.
on and off it is a good experience.
another good way to get to know ppl.
and also to relax ourselves.

2007-09-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Incontrollable

Do you know?
There are many things that we are unable to control.
For example,
your feelings towards someone, something, situation etc.
You don like means you don like.
You regret but you still do it.
You hope this but it turns out the other way.
You don say wad you want to say,
instead the opposite usually occur?
These are things that happen...
Nth we can really do to solve it?
I guess the only way is to face it.
be brave and face the mistake.

Don't know wad to blog.
Just a sudden urge of releasing all the unnecessary "stuff" out.
indirectly...Oh well...that's life...

Hubby on shift work today.
so no one to talk to..sobz...
Guess 12 hours shift really makes him very tired...
hope he will get use to it soon ba...

2007-09-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

Moody Day – Tuesday

Lunch time is coming.
Meaning I have been rotting for the past 3 hours?
Don see the point of being on time for work anymore.
Don see the point of being proactive anymore.
Appreciation is really important.
Haiz. Think I am mad.
When people are packed with work,
I am complaining that there is nothing for me to do.
Life contradicts sometimes.

I guess I need to pick up a hobby especially when there is nothing to do in the office.
Which is to say another 2 more weeks of “nothing to do” life.
I cannot always be blogging since there bound to be one day that there is nothing for me to talk about soon.
Can see that I am trying to just blog whatever that comes to my mind.

After talking about meeting up with friends,
Youtube-ing, life @ work, hubby’s sweetness,
Some updates about my family.
My dad had his 60th birthday celebration last Sunday.
Basically, it is just a dinner at a restaurant.
At first intended to have a family gathering de.
i.e. to say to gather his siblings etc to join us in the celebration.
But because of the culture of my family,
Which is don wan to say about anything.
Initiative should be taken.
Plus we the children don wan to entertain people.
So we decided to make it a family thingy.

We had a dinner at Tung Luk Signature @ vivocity on Sunday.
Together with my hubby.
Hehe. Talking abt this…
You know hor..buying things for elderly also must look at package one lo.
If not really cannot make it.
In the end, because of the carrier, I decided to change a shop to buy gift for my dad.
But seems like my dad doesn’t really care?
The dinner I would say is not that bad la.
At least I think it was quite nice.
Though my sister in law think the price is abit not worth it.
Here is the list of dishes we had: -
1. Fried softshell crab with lettuces
2. Boiled chicken with sharkfin (OMG! The sharkfin comes in one big piece one lo!)
3. Long Fish (actually is a normal fish, just that the weight of the fish is 18Kg that why it got its name. and apparently the fish is not very nice at all. Disappointed.)
4. Spinach beancurd with needle mushroom (the needle mushroom is so big that it don look like needle! Nice dish)
5. Claypot rice or should I say is porridge (they got 2 type of rice..one is normal kind and the other one is steamed, baked and fried, so when u throw it into the claypot you can hear some sound from it)
6. Dessert of the day ( aloe vera with lime sherbet, this is so nice that we ask if it is in the menu, but apparently it is not in the menu. It is on special recommendation. )
6 dishes cost me $398 ++!
No photos cause I forget to bring.
Hehe. Because the server know that it is my dad bday,
They gave us a complementary plate of those kind of birthday bun with one mooncake in the center.

Shall blog tml le.
Cause it is 5pm le!
I need to go off soon!
Hehehee….
Finally the day ended….

2007-09-11T10:56:00.000+08:00

Raining Day – Tuesday

Was kinda late today in the office.
So there is not many seats available for me to choose.
What I have now is no INTERNET CONNECTION!
Here I am blogging again,
Using the MS Word first.
Somehow, I feel the structure of the company is not very good.
Not sure about other companies.
I do understand that because we are often out of office,
We do not need to have much office space for everyone in the company.
But do you realized something?
Sometimes due to such reason,
We do not have the sense of belonging to the company?
Maybe that is only how I feel ba.
Somehow you have to snatch a seat once you are in the office.
Or rather the cable point instead.
It’s easy to get a seat actually.
It’s the cable point that is the problem ba.
Enough of “nagging” early in the morning,

During the 2 weeks,
I watched a couple of shows from Youtube etc.
The Hong Kong forensic heroes is nice!
Looking forward to its serial part 2.
Hope it is not going to be disappointing, (usually part 2 don seems to be very well done? Keke)
Then followed by Liar Game.
Heard this show from Xinyan long time ago,
but because this show at the time only got 3 epi,
I decided to drop that idea of watching.
Till Linghui mentioned that it is very nice and also it is completed,
Then I went to watch it.
I think the story was pretty interesting.
However, towards the end, I think it become sorta boring.
Overall was not bad ba.
Completed Huan huan ai also,
There are always nice people ard to upload it from the VCD.
Many thanks to them.
Anyway, really don understand why must have such ending.
The ending is really really not very fantastic.
As in it could be better ba.
Followed by currently watching Ying Ye 3+1,
It is a nice show,
Super funny…you just laugh and laugh.
But then I got a feeling that the middle part of the show will be quite out of the story.
And ending may not be fantastic again.
Hoping it will not turn out this way.
Was watching E Nu Ah Chu yesterday.
Starring Wang Shaowei and Qiao Qiao.
The show plot is really funny.
In the sense not those kind of laugh one de.
It is pretty slow and I don really get wad is the whole story is about.
I hope the second epi is going be better..
Since nth to do might as well just watch lo.
Many shows to watch.
But seems like only can be done during the evening time…..
Which is so so so precious…

As I typed this entry,
Currently the time is 1043am.
1 hour plus has passed.
Time is so difficult to pass here.
I feel the sense of uselessness in myself.
Unable to do anything.
I know it is not entirely my fault.
Cause there simply is nth for us to do.
Or rather after much asking if there is anything for us to do for the past 1 week.
This question seems to be an irritant le.
I do understand that they are sick of being ask such a question again and again ba.
Not that it is their fault.
I am really getting worried.
Worried that I am unable to adapt to the environment esp when peak period comes.
Now seriously I am just slacking my way through.
Doing nothing. This is very unusual of me. :p
And I am getting sick of it.
The worst thing is you did not learn a thing during this period.
People get rusty?
Still I don know…
Of course there are people who are busy with work too…
Jiayou people~!

2007-09-10T17:18:00.000+08:00

The TEAM :)

2007-09-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

My Wallpaper :)

2007-09-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues Part 3

Just when I tot there is sth to do..
I realized the client has given my senior that is not we requested!
So now I got to wait for the client to forward the thing to my senior.
Then to myself…
So it is going to be another long wait…
Which means that if it comes at 4 plus…
I might have to do OT today for no reason!
*pray hard*

Shall upload some of the “pictures” in a while time…
While I continue typing this entry…
I wonder how many entry will I have today man…
But hack it..
Cause I got plenty of time today wor..

Alright actually there is only 2 pictures that I wan to upload…
One is my wallpaper in the office and at home!
Haha. Thanks to Yujia if not I don think I will do it lo..
At least it makes each day better…
But then half of it is done by my sister…hahaha…
Cause I don know how to do..
To think I actually got a minor in ICT
But they are of no links la! Haha!
The design is not as nice as Yujia’s but at least got sth to see other than the ugly wallpaper that they provide us?
Hahahahaha! I am baddie…

The other photo is of cause the netball photo that we took on sat.
Obviously the “me” inside that photo is super duper ugly.
With the super messy hair tie like don know like what…

Oh yea..it has been very long since we had gathering le.
Finally everyone is back in Singapore!
And we had gathering last sat!
After my netball game,
I met up with Johnny, Kelvin and Bing Liang to go Danny hse!
Yeah! It has been 4 months since we met up.
And I saw so many many photos!
I am so envious.
How I wished I can go those exotic places.
Maybe I shall try to save more more more money!
Anyway it’s a good potluck session.
Everyone din cook anything..
So is all buy de!
Really nice to catch up with people….
More to update but now going to be 530pm liaoz..
And I am going to end work soon…
Shall do this again tml…keke…

2007-09-10T13:53:00.001+08:00

Monday Blues Part 2

Well everyone has gone for lunch,
And not yet back (I am back le!)
Shall blog first, keke.
Mmm. Before I forget this “interesting” thing that I had encountered..
Shall write it down first…

One of the late evening.
Had a quick bite @ polar at the raffles place mrt station there,
with my colleague before we head home for the day.
So while we are eating,
We heard someone shouting.
“Do you know that we have been looking for the que for so long!
We have been standing here and nobody is serving us!
And you just sold the curry puff that we want to the one before us!
And there is no curry puff left.
I want to see your manager!”
Diaoz. Because of no curry puff, the guy was making a scene there.
And apparently everyone is looking at them.
The wife felt so embarrassed but then she couldn’t pull her husband away.
What kind of customer shall we classify him as?
Actually, he should be pissed ba…
After all he is really que-ing for it…
Oh well…that’s life…
Just get the curry puff another time la…
And it is not as if the curry puff is super duper nice I think. Keke…

So while talking about healthy lifestyle.
Meaning that we should sleep early?
Eat consciously etc etc?
My stomach is getting from bad to worst again..
Seems like the pain starts to come back,
Everytime after lunch.
Let’s hope that nothing bad is going to happen yea…
Anyway I will be going for some check up this week or next I guess..
So till then shall continue my weight increase…
So the doc won say I am overweight. Bleh….

Oh yea. Had MJ with Xiao Ying, yu jia and Dickson sometime back.
It was quite an experience though I lost money again…
Blah! At least I know one new friend!
And we had Botak Jones for dinner!
Not a bad one…had it at AMK.
Thanks yujia for driving us there…
We had quite “a hard time” finding that place too…
But still we manage to get there! Yeah!

Shall update more later..
Got things to do liaoz…
And this one don know when can finish…
Please don OT man..hahaha!

2007-09-10T11:00:00.000+08:00

Monday Blues Part 1

Ok. I may sound very bad.
Cause I am blogging in the office.
This is BECAUSE I got nothing to do in the office.
Since I have yet been plotted,
(in fact I am plotted, just that this job was delayed to next week),
And I have yet updated this blog for ages,
I shall take this time to kill them.
Hahahaha! I am a baddie…

I am sitting at a funny seat today…
So I tend to type slower..
Coz really lo..must hide properly also..
Though I am typing in word now..
Enough of crap..
Shall update how’s life..
Since I am so free..:p

First thing on the list..
2 weeks ago, hubby bought me a Samsung latest MP3 player, K3 from Comex 2007.
I am REALLY REALLY very touched.
And tears just rolled down my cheeks that day.
He bought me 12 donuts from Donut Factory also.
That day really am touched…
Thanks Hubby…Don know wad to say..
Din expect he got me a replacement…
After all I say I don wan a replacement so soon…
Mainly cause I am really broke…haha…

Because of the 12 donuts…
I think I gain WEIGHT!
I had donuts for 1 whole week..
For breakfast and tea break..
Opps, abit too much right…haha…

I did exercise la..
Because of my junior in Northland Sec,
I got in contact with Netball again.
Went for 2 trainings..
Ok only 2 trainings but at least got exercise right!
And also played CPA last sat.
We come in 2nd as we lost during the extra time.
Wad a waste. :(
Shall try harder next time.
And because of this,
I guess I shall really start to jog more often.
cause my stamina is getting more jialet.
Shall start to have some healthy lifestyle…

Got something to do now…
Shall update my part 2 later…
Blah!

2007-08-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

The lifestyle

The new lifestyle begins with...
WORKING!
I have been working for almost 2 months le!
Come to think of it.
the life is still ok for me.
At least that is what I think.
With not much OT.
only once which is 12am in the office.
apart from that,
I managed to leave for home as early as 3pm.
coz got training la. So don say i slack. :p
Other days are on dot or abt 8pm ba.
Looking things in different perspectives makes life easier sometimes.
I guess I become more cheerful now?
am I?

MEETING UP!
Enjoyed meeting up with friends!
I realized that ever since we started working,
it is when we starts to meet up.
Please Please keep this going.
if not life is going to be kinda miserable...
Met up with quite a few of them.
Ex-colleagues! Uni Friends!
Sec School Friends! hahaha.. We meet on our hotmail.
coz we email each other as long as I am in the office!
it is as if like a slower version of MSN. haha!
Let's hope that this will keep going...
at least once a month..
it all comes with effort I guess..

FAMILY!
Apart from all those,
I tried my best to come back home and have dinner as often as possible.
though not eating with them.
at least it is home cooked food ba.
hehehe...
and meeting my hubby is a must,
if not ppl say I don care abt him. :( bleh..

Not to forget.
YOUTUBE!
watching youtube, tv and blah blah.
seems to be my only individual hobby now.
They are very impt leh!
coz you can laugh and laugh.
but sometimes you cry too.
Oh well this is way to relax ba.

So with the new lifestyle.
Here comes the bad effects...

FAT!
When you meet up,
you will eat and eat and eat.
blah! I guess I grow fat liaoz.
Need to control my eating habits sia.
if not, it won be only fat.
the skin will have problems too.

SLEEPING!
Play too much, work too much,
then not enough sleep liaoz.
need to sleep more more more.

and also improvements to make the lifestyle better...

EXERCISE!
Many of them actually go gym blah blah blah.
And I am here eating and eating.
guess I need to exercise as often as possible.
Does walking with heels thru and back home counts?
hahaha! I doubt so. bleh.
Maybe once a week do sth is impt...
Shall starts to think of some form of exercise to do le.

READING!
I mean storybooks and maybe non-fiction?
Training means studying for work le.
so no need more right.
especially when you are already working 8 hours per day liaoz.
and more to come I believed..keke..
so maybe reading does help to release stress.
and broaden up my knowledge.
think my GK is really towards zero kind lo.
but then really I got no interest in non-fiction.
haha. Think this lifestyle is hard to implement actually.

last but not least.
SAVING!
Seriously who says that when people starts working,
they will be able to save alot ar?
I doubt so lo!
Cause once you start working,
you will need to have more responsibilities on your shoulder.
Debt, giving allowances, own expenses blah blah.
So NEED TO SAVE.
But look at me.
I think I simply don care lo and spend spend spend.
diaoz.
I have to start saving!
SAVE SAVE SAVE!

2007-08-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

4 days!

With national day celebration,
and my 1 day leave,
I got a long weekend this week.
Should have gone for a short getaway sia.
but then in Singapore I still got some getaway too...

Happy Birthday Singapore!
I spent my whole day watching youtube, veoh and blah blah.
to complete my forensic heroes.
and yes la! Finally completed on Thursday midnight time.
coz the loading really takes very very VERY long!
It was a nice show.
looking forward to next year 2008, forensic heroes 2.

Friday was a real catch up session for me.
Met up with Ada to shop ard at chinatown.
and we spent almost 2 hours in Levi @ Heeren.
was in b/w jean or skirt.
Guess wad i actually decided to get a skirt instead.
my first ever skirt in 5 years.
and was tempted to buy a jacket...
but the price is like $219.50!
hello I can get 1 set of zara suits with this price lo.
but the jacket really very nice.
the reason for the pricing is..
Singapore only Heeren got sell...
only got 2 for each size...
which is size s and m...so is 4 la...
it is imported from Brazil.
limited edition..and material good...
in the end...ipod makes me decided I shall not pampered myself.

Met up with Limin, shao, wenshun and chris for a long talking session...
of course got Annie and sebas also.
but they left after dinner time..
the talking session left me voice-less now.
coz I nv drink water...
stupid me..now i feel super xin ku lo...
I realized that everyone is going thru their own hurdle.
Nobody can help each of us to pass it.
we HAVE to do it on our own.
the only thing that we can give is ...
to encourage each other along the way.
Jiayou people...

Today! Met up with wendy and yujia for lunch.
It so happen that MOONFISH IS GONE!
all 2 outlets sia...
damn sad...in the end we settle for NYDC.
thanks wendy for the lunch.
then shopping shopping and shopping.
see quite alot of nice dress...
but decided I should just stop buying stuff for the month.
enough is enough man..haha..
time to plan and save sia.
need to pay school fees. hahahah...
Great to meet up girls..
we shall do that often sia...

Then meet up with hubby. FINALLY!
I so neglected him...
feel so sorry lo...
catch the movie: 不能说的秘密
Reason that I watched:
I-weekly actually gave that show 4/5 rating.
which is kinda of a shock to me.
So caught it.
the story is rather uncomfortable at the start...
alot of question marks...
only towards the end then it was solved.
Kinda like the setting...
and if given a chance I would wan to watch it again.
coz I wan to know more small details..
I was too "engrossed" in the main details of how the story is going...
so small details are kinda missed out.
I don dare to recommend ppl..
hahahahah!
but I will watch it again if I got a chance ba..

Now am totally voice-less...
must pia to recover by tml.
if not I don know how to work on Monday!!
REST is so important to me now.....
must have plenty of rest..

2007-08-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

Lost

No more I-pod.
As expected, they are unable to retrieve my I-pod.
Still, my heart hurts.
Sorry hubby.

2007-08-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

Adjusting to the new life

Been working for a month in my new job.
Many adjustments to make.
from sleeping habits,
mentality in working,
used to be part time to now a perm full time job,
time management from family to friends,
meeting up with people ard,
people management,
and many many things.
I realized there is many things that I am adapting.

Really need to be open minded in many areas.
nv be too harsh on ourselves.
nv be too harsh on others.
people do change.
irregardless for the better or the worst.
I accept who they are.
and what decisions made by them.

Weekends seems to be more precious than usual now.
used to whine,
why there is simply nth to do over the weekend during school days.
now that I know,
because our weekends were more than 2 days then.
now they are really precious 2 days,
that nobody want to waste.
Plenty of rest is still needed.
not forgetting to play and enjoy the important 2 days.
for wad you know,
I may not even have 2 days at all.
coz work simply don allow us to do that.
then again, life is like that.
people spend time working for more than 10 hours daily.
this amplify the importance of relaxing during lunch/dinner hours.
though sometimes really don feel like eating at all,
still we need to eat so ppl ard are not worried.

More adjustments to come.
It takes time for us to adapt and fall into the right place.
hurry is no longer the word.
as situation do not always allow this to happen.
patience is wad I need.

P.S. Sorry hubby for not companying you. :(

2007-08-05T13:54:00.000+08:00

Cherish

I lost my pouch on Friday.
On a cab in the morning when I reply sms.
At first, I am calm about it.
the moment I heard my hubby's voice.
tears start to fall.
the more I think of it.
the more my heart ache.
memories of the things in the pouch.
I am really devastated.

After a few hours,
I realized that there may be some nice people,
who returned it to the cab owner.
i feel blessed.
am really grateful about it.
though I have yet spoke to any of personnel in Citycab.
at least I know they found something.
I hope everything is intact.
but I also am prepared that I may lost my precious I-pod.
Due to my carelessness.
I feel super bad.
everything including the pouch are precious.
and they are all significant items of my life.

Praying hard that everything is there.
After this incident,
I learn to cherish.
whatever you had.
all the things might lost.
but the memories will not.
still must still take of your belongings.
esp to all my fellow classmates etc.
who will be working in this line,
where the frequent mode of transport is cabs.
please rem to check before leaving.

2007-07-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU!

Thanks all who have sms, msn me today & yesterday!
Too many to be name le!
Thanks Yujia for the bday gift last Tue.
Thanks Linghui, Ada, JingMei, Angela & Candice for the dinner last Tue.
Thanks Sab, YeWei, Shihua for the dinner last wed.
Thanks Xinyan, Shihua, Qiqi & Huishan for the dinner & gift last Fri.
Thanks hubby for shopping trip and the dinner last Sat.
Thanks my family for the dinner on Sunday.
Thanks Carolyn for the gift on Sunday.
Thanks HuiTing for the gift today.
Thanks my colleagues who let me off early today.
Thanks again to Linghui, Ada, JingMei, Angela & Candice for the gift today.
Love all the gifts and the msgs etc etc.
Many Many Thanks to All :)
Not to forget must wish my TWIN, IRENE!
Happy Birthday too! :)

2007-07-31T21:26:00.000+08:00

A Wonderful Bday Gift!

From my Sec School Buddies.
I am totally surprised!
Really I am.
I guess they should know ba.
From the look on my face.
haha!

The story goes like this....
the 5 girls..
namely..LingHui, Ada, JingMei, Candice & Angela.
Took leave today specially for me! *touched*
They started their day in the morning.
to prepare a gift for me.
a lot preparation work done I believe.
From coordination like whose hse to go,
time to meet (anybody late? hehe),
wad to do. trying to pian me etc.

So the tired me,
who has just got off work at 7pm.
went home and saw LingHui sitting in my hse living room.
Then as I walked into the room,
the others jump out from my room.
*STUNNED NO. 1*
Din expect everybody to be there. *smile*

Next come,
this is the present that they gave me.

Pardon me for the lousy photo taking. blah.
Was kinda surprised that they bought me this.
but maybe cause my msn nick put: I need to drink water ba.
But it turn out to be all newspaper!!!!
and......

a mousepad!!! It is dented somemore lo!
haha! Super duper stunned sia...
laugh till our heads off...
cause apparently my bf bought me a mouse for my bday. hehe.

So here comes the real thing.
It was hide at my parent's room.
and when I dig out.
I am super duper touched and surprised.
*tears***
A book which I always wanted! *I am serious*
Am really touched...

The front Page of the album!

Below is what is inside!
Sorry for not being able to identify who did which one. :p
But I can see alot of effort made.
Really love it.

Their individual Pictures!

Feel kinda bad that the whole thing is only 15 min.
But the hard work is one whole day.
without lunch somemore!
and they refused to have dinner with me.
cause I am having dinner with my hubby. bleh!
Anyway I understand their intention.
I guess they know my face is almost dead. haha.
Work is kinda ..........
Forget About WORK, STILL>>>>>>>>>>
A BIG THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY, TO YOU GIRLS :)
3 cheers for Linghui, Ada, Angela, Candice & JingMei!
Hip Hip Hurray!
Hip Hip Hurray!
Hip Hip Hurray!
My wish this year!
May All my Friends Wishes Come TruE!

2007-07-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Photos!

Not all of course.
no time to do all the consolidation.

My Family! They came specially for me! and left right after the ceremony. doh. haha!

XinYan!!! hahaha! Specially dedicated to you! We only took 3 photos. and my eyes..blah!

JC Classmates(Sab, Trang & SeyLong) Sab I want photo! mine with her one...aiyo...eyes not open..haha!

NBS Year 1. It is really when I get to know alot of my closest friends.
Limin, Shao, Jos from AA101 grp!
Pamela & Qing Wen from AA101 Class!
HongSeng, Tiff, Yee Ting, Xiao Yun from OB Class!

2007-07-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

Photos!

First up!
Amazing Race Team.
Not many of them.

But then still got some!

my beloved colleague! Carolyn!

More to come...
tml ba..haha!

2007-07-24T23:34:00.000+08:00

Graduation!

I finally graduated from NTU le!
Hubby says, this should be the best bday gift that I have given myself this year.
Now come to think about it!
Yes it is!
I have (in fact, is we have) work so hard for it.
Sec Sch, JC and to Uni.
3 years in NBS.
is really memorable for me.
I got to know alot of people there.
From group projects to close friends.
Really really appreciate the people who has come into my life.
without you guys, I guess life in NTU is gotta be rather sian ba.

Took alot of photos sia.
think abit too many liaoz.
but really happy.
and kinda sad that I still miss out some of my friends!
really special thanks to Carolyn!!!!
she sneaked out from the office and come NTU to look for me!
very touched. thanks alot dear.
Thanks hubby for being the camera man of the day.
despite some of the photos being blur. *hehe*
and his lack of sleep and I din take many photos with him!!!
thanks dear.
Thanks to all people who took photos with me today!!!
Really appreciate it. :)

I guess photos will only be up tml or even later.
coz need to consolidate first.
haha. and take the best out of it.
goodness...my hair is damn ugly la.
nobody tell me. but nevermind i still very happy. hehehe..
Thanks everybody who make my day so enjoyable!!!
Too many thanks le...

2007-07-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

This Week

Ok. The week passed fast and also slow.
coz basically at work.
I did not do alot of things.
It is not like everyone says.
they throw u with alot of things.
and u gotta do OT.
don have lo.

Apparently I was doing alot of planning for dept trip.
and running some errands.
reading and reading.
hahahaha!
But today I know that I am on a job next week!
so excited! haha.
Today did some stuff.
feel so happy.
the time passed so fast.
and I learn some stuff.
though it is abit admin.
which job don require admin stuff rite? hehe.

Sound abit too excited liaoz.
coz ppl say I will feel sian when all the work comes.
esp during peak period.
hahahaha! then again,
ppl say I siao de. coz I like to keep myself occupied!
Looking forward to new challenges!
FULL of DRIVE now...
and hope it is lasting. :p hehe!

2007-07-19T20:51:00.000+08:00

Sunday Joke of the Day

Seems like my entries are all back-dated de.
diaoz. haha! Nvm.
Last Sunday (I know today is already Thur, Opps),
Had MJ with Yujia, Timo & LaiHeng.
Started at 2 plus and end at 8 plus.
During the game,
Yujia's brother's Friend come over to chat and stay ard.
ok. abit complicated.
Then while playing,
suddenly some smell "come" over.
haha! make me feel super funny.
But I din say anything.
Till Mr LaiHeng uses his shirt and cover his nose!
the scene is super duper funny la!
hahaha! Opps I guess you guys know what had happened ba.
No need me to continue.
Till now we are still guessing who is the ultimate culprit. hehe.

2007-07-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

Ululu.ah!'s Outing

Think we really din take alot of photos that day?
haha! Think coz Qiqi too engrossed in making the photos nice nice.
Thanks Qiqi.

Here are some photos...
Ok. I look fat.
Maybe coz I am in White.
Self consoling. hahaha!

2007-07-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Stay Positive!

One week of training has passed.
left me super blur.
but just simply refused to pick up the books and study.
haha. Maybe I just want to stay in denial for some time.
the drive like last time is like gone.
But I believe I will pick up soon ba.
Maybe is just the adapting the environment ba.
Hopefully everything will be as good as ever.

Went out with Ah ben they all on Thur night!
He is back from Alaska le!
Yeah. He said not very good to work there.
but I believe the experience really give him a great impact.
Good to catch up with so many of them.
Reach home at 1.30am.
wah. super shag sia. but it was fun.

Had a KTV session with the girls today.
So long nv had KTV liaoz.
think my voice really sux big time. haha.
But great to have time.
we laugh alot man. wohoo...
Ululu.ah! Jiayou! Jiayou! :)

Had MJ with andrew,shuting(new kaki! yeah!) and hubby today.
was fun! and know shuting.
she is also from my company!
hahaha. Know one new colleague leh.
thanks to andrew. haha...

Yeah. Super shag.
I guess I am the cause of it.
when u think too much of unnecessary stuff.
you tend to be super tired.
but it is u who make it like that!

Had a long talk with hubby today.
I feel good after talking to him.
don know he knows or not.
but then. really feel good.
though still thinking not as wad he says.
at least i got listen? haha.
hope everything is going to be fine.
and more improvement to be done.
positive is the word man!

2007-07-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

Complicated

I am feeling very complicated now.
not a very good descriptive word.
but cannot find something better than that.
oh well....
let's look at the bright side.
and look forward.
maybe the day of wad I am looking for.
or shall i say.
that I am comfortable.
will come soon.....

Work or rather training has been going on as usual.
nth much actually.
collected my transcript and cert.
thanks to Jeya's help!
and realised that my cert din mentioned anything abt my minor.
which makes me rather upset.
haiz. tot there is going to be sth different for my cert.
or rather unique.
but in the end...nth at all.
disappointed.

Storybooks have been nice! (I only finishes one though, hehe)
thanks Caiyun for that.
and now I have to go audit books liaoz.
bleh! as if I will?
maybe? maybe not? hahahaha!

2007-07-05T23:43:00.001+08:00

Interesting Story

A man was having a conversation with Buddha in the middle of the night. Buddha was sitting down while the man was standing.

Man: O Buddha, I have a girlfriend of five years, but now I have fallen madly in love with a new lady. I really don't know what to do.

Buddha: Are you sure that the lady you're now madly in love with is the one you love most, and will be the very last woman in your life?

Man: Yes.

Buddha: Then initiate a break up so you can be with the new lady!

Man: But my current girlfriend is gentle, kind, virtuous. If I initiate a break up, wouldn't it be quite cruel and unethical?

Buddha: In marriage and love, it will only be cruel and unethical if there is no love. You're now in love with another lady and no longer your girlfriend, and a break up is the right thing to do.

Man: But my girlfriend loves me very much, she really loves me very much.

Buddha: Then she is fortunate.

Man: I'm going to leave her for another woman, and this should cause her to be in misery. How can she be fortunate?

Buddha: Because she still possesses the love she has for you, whereas you have lost the love you have for her, because you have fallen for someone new. Accurately speaking, it is a blessing to possess and a misfortune to lose possession, therefore the one in misery is you.

Man: But I'm leaving her for another woman, she should be the one who has lost me and thus feel miserable.

Buddha: You're wrong. You're only an entity in her love life. When you, the entity, no longer exists, her true love will continue on to another entity. Because in her love life, she has never lost true love, therefore she is the one who should be blessed and you the one in pain.

Man: She said she would love only me all her life and not a second man.

Buddha: Have you not said something similar before?

Man: I... I... I...

Buddha: Look at the three candles in the urn before you, the one that shines most brightly.

Man: I don't know, they're all equally bright.

Buddha: These three candles can be likened to three women. One of them is the woman you have fallen for. There are so many humans in existence, and there are more than hundreds of thousands of women. You can't even tell which is the brightest or point out which is the woman you love now, yet why are you so sure the one you love now is that woman, and even more so, how can you be so sure she will be the last woman in your life?

Man: I... I... I...

Buddha: Now put one candle close to you, and look closely which of the three candles are the brightest.

Man: Of course it's the one right in front of me.

Buddha: Now put it back to where it was, and then look again and tell me which is the brightest.

Man: I really cannot tell which is the brighest.

Buddha: Actually, the candle you brought before you is like the woman whom you have fallen for. Love stems from the heart. While you love her, you feel that she is the brightest candle. When you put the candle back to where it was, once again you could not tell which was the brightest candle. This type of love is only a kind of greed that blinds you and looks beautiful and perfect on the surface, but in the end it's only an empty dream.

Man: Oh! Now I know. You didn't really want me to leave my girlfriend, you merely wanted to enlighten me.

Buddha: I won't tell you if you've seen through me. Now, go.

Man: Now I really know who I love - she is my girlfriend.

Buddha: Amituofo, amituofo, amituofo. When one is alive, one can hardly avoid love. May all lovers in the world cherish the one beside them, steer clear of greed and illusions and create happiness with their special one.

2007-07-04T22:46:00.000+08:00

For Limin

haha! Yeah. This is specially for limin.
I haven seen u online le girl.
anyway not very nice la.
bleh...

This is the long version.

This is the short version. Can be bob hair if tie it up. but apparently I don't know how to tie up. haha...

Meet up soon dear. :)
very long nv meet u liaoz.

2007-07-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

Last Day

of my FREEDOM!!!!
oh man, this is the first time I am so dread to work.
I guess the main problem is!
the working attire!!!!
Do you know how hot is it now.
and what I have to wear.
oh well that's life.

Spend my "last day" with Caiyun.
Walking at marina square in the afternoon.
wonder when it will happen again.
shopping aimlessly on a weekday afternoon.
think it won be in the near future ba.

today Andrew ask me MJ.
Din say earlier! if not I sure onz u de lo.
ok. I just MJ on Sunday.
but then the gian-ness still not off leh.
how I wish more holidays.
then again. the more I have,
I am going to be slack.
and there is practically nth to do at all.

Kinda look forward to tml.
it is going to be a new beginning.
actually starting of July it is a new start.

New start in the sense.
no concession = more $$ spend on transportation.
new job = new environment, new ppl, new scope of work, training and more training.
2% GST = more expensive food, everything is expensive
Working adult = NO LONGER A STUDENT

TML is a new day!

2007-07-02T21:52:00.000+08:00

林俊傑 - 西界

Here presenting JJ Lin latest MV 杀手

绝对的完美一双手
不流汗也不发抖
交叉在微笑的背后
暗藏危险的轮廓
在你最放松的时候
绝不带着任何感情就下手
从来不回头
开始的感觉不会痛不会痛
放大的瞳孔就像作梦
幸福的错觉很温暖很包容
也许还期待
这是致命的冲动你不懂
我不懂
究竟杀手为什么存在
因为爱还是未知的未来
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
数着心跳等待
所有念头全抛开
锁进来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱
全世界都不明白
心情放松摇摆
在你三百米之外
感觉饥饿难耐
需要你填满空白
锁进来进来这美丽的悲哀
这是爱就是爱只有你明白

Personally I love this song very much.
Think is the music is very new in JJ's Jfusion.
the MV is very "movie like".
Something refreshing.
Something that is really very daring.
I think when they started filming,
they expected that the MV will most likely be rejected by most TV ba.
and yet they proceed.
and they refused to "cut" some scenes in order to be accepted.
Frankly, if we watch it in an open mind,
I think it is ok ba.

Though there is alot negative comments,
it is all abt the MV that is exotic ba.
JJ's new album is still very good!
Jia You Jia You.

2007-07-01T11:57:00.001+08:00

Composed By hubby

Dennis is his name,
Not a guy to tame.
Life has been the same,
Worked till he's insane.

Loves his girlfriend most,
Much much more than toast.
When will he propose ?
This, maybe God knows.

Kindness, he has naught.
Evilness, is all he's got.
Creativity he has lots,
Well, most are senseless thoughts.

Used to bust all crimes,
Up tanks now he climbs.
Likes to wine & dine,
But shift work eats his time.

Where to get, a guy this fine ?
Especially one, who even rhymes.
All through Google, you can find,
No one else can beat his shine.

2007-07-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

Night Safari

After so long!
I finally went Night Safari tonight!
Supposed to be on Friday night.
But then it is raining.
So was called off.
It cost $20 per pax for the admission,
and $8 for the tram ride.
People who are going,
Please please take the tram ride.
If not, you have only visited half of the whole place.
Some of the areas is not covered by foot.
and the tram ride,
really bring you really close to the animals.

Some Misconception about Night Safari.
1. Cannot see the animals at all
Actually there are many many different species ard.
I guess it is just your luck that you cannot catch the animals on action.
In fact, you will be able to see most of the animals actually.
I missed only abt 4 animals.
coz they are nowhere to be seen. :(
They are night animals.
of course they need to hide themselves from their predator rite?

2. Most of it can be found in the zoo.
Not exactly actually.
Some of course can be seen in the zoo.
But then it is really very different to see them at night.
I think the real difference b/w zoo and night safari.
is I can see them on action in night safari!
Most of the time, in zoo,
they are lazing ard.
But then in Night Safari,
they are walking ard and eating.
OMG the scene is really nice.

The place is really nice I must say.
Hubby said that it is a high end zoo.
haha. cause it operates at night.
Alot of expenses I think.
It is so nice to walk in the dark.
in a jungle? haha.
Ok. Apart from outward bound k.
there are really alot of different animals ard.
some is really new to me.
They have to make sure of ppl's safety.

Some of the negative things.
The place is rather small.
We covered the whole area in about 2.5 to 3 hours, including the tram ride.
Judging at the operating hours,
I think it is ok? hehe.
then almost 1 hour (Waiting + the show) for the animal show.
Cannot missed it leh the show.
though the animals are not as many as compared to the zoo show.
it really takes effort to train them up.
especially most of the animals "work" on their own w/o the trainers ard sometimes.

If no tram ride, there is a big part of the place cannot be reach at all.
Quite disappointing when we wanted to head to that place after the ride.
The ride is about 30 to 45mins long.
I think due to the heavy traffic,
they kinda go quite fast today.
We went off quite fast.
The ride was nice.
With the wind ard you.
You are really in the jungle lo.
But with tourist who don listen to instruction,
it really can be annoying. blah.

Cameras are useless there.
Ok not all cameras though.
Provided you have a very good camera for night spots.
Because you cannot use flash and all.
Practically cannot take any photos.
If not all photos are black!

It's worth going!
The price abit steep la.
But then, being one of top tourist attraction.
i guess it is worth going leh!
The place is very nice.
A very very different experience on and all.
Different from the city.
and it is different from the zoo! :)

2007-06-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

New Chapter of Life

I guess at this stage,
everyone is going into their new chapter of their life.
Primary School to Secondary School.
Secondary School to Junior College/Poly.
JC/Poly to University.
Poly/University to the Working Society.
Realized one thing,
there isn't many choices we can make in the cycle mentioned above.
Or maybe the schools that we decide is some kind of a choice?
Yes they are ba.

Somehow, when the decision to work in which sector,
which industry, which company etc comes.
I am really lost. Really indecisive.
I am someone who are indecisive on things.
or maybe I have decided just that I don want to face the fact?
Been pondering many things this few days.

The decision to leave PA. (maybe I am right. hehe.)
The decision to take up a job in KPMG. (where everyone tells me I am nuts? but am I really mad? )
The decision to allow them to decide which industry that I should start. (when I always wanted to go IT audit and not general audit)
The decision not to voice out that I want to go GFS. (where ppl says how good the opportunities are in Banks)

All and all, these are pressure that I give myself.
for nth of course. bleh!
I guess everyone have to go thru this stage.
Maybe this is wad we call the transiting stage.
where everyone will feel such a way? (maybe I am the only one. haha!)
especially when work is nearing one day by one day.

The uncertainty of what is going to happen is so strong this time.
It is so strong that you don't feel secure at all.
Note: This are symptoms for new chapter of life.

I must say I have yet officially step out of that "transiting stage"
But I am slowly one step by one step leaving the place.
It takes time. And we cannot skip that stage at all.
I am trying my best though.
haha! Sound so serious.
But yeah. It may be serious ba.

Cleared my table today.
Ok. After so long I know.
I realized I really "bu she de" throw away stuff sia.
My JC notes is still ard.
But in order to move forward, (and not be a rubbish chute)
I throw away some of the notes of course.
They are memories.
Of course there are good and bad.
but they are always in my mind.
So now I have space on the table for my new chapter of life.
haha! They can be on the table first.
then be my memories ba. :)
I am looking forward to it.
I guess.

2007-06-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today is Sunday!

Ended my work on Wednesday.
Went over to hubby's hse and nua for the whole day on Thursday.
So Friday is the day I have been waiting for!
hahahaha! MJ!
Yeah. Thanks for Yujia's planning.
So I got my MJ after 4 to 5 months sia.
Had the game with Timo and Vivian.
Headed to Bedok 85 to have dinner cum supper.
can imagine how long we played sia.
Wonder when the next MJ will come man.

Sat was with the girls.
celebrating Angela's bday.
Her present really difficult to find lo!
find so many places and ask so many ppl. bleh!
In the end bought it at yishun. diaoz.
haha. Had our dinner at the Bosses.
Chinese Name: Hai She Hui.
haha! Quite a nice place to go I think.
Then went white dog cafe for cakes and drinks.
Wonderful meal.
which means another fattening day lo.
All the fats that I shed 3 days ago come back again..haha!

Nua-ing is the thing that I have been doing since Wed.
Really contradicting.
I wanted to rest.
but the more I sleep the more I am tired?
funny lo. nth seems to interest me sia.
oh well...that's life...

Many are starting work tml.
PWC batch 1!
Everyone jiayou yea! :)

Currently watching 换换爱 Why Why Love.
Ok la. Not too bad.
can kill time. hehe.

2007-06-17T14:04:00.000+08:00

Constipated...blah!

Had dinner with sh,sab, guo zhan and yewei on Friday.
or rather we had separate dinner. *keke*
anyway though there is a hiccup,
due to some unhappiness that I had in work (refer to previous entry),
and was brought forward to that dinner. *opps*
the dinner was ok la.
Had quite a laughter cum serious chat with them.

A few topics that come in was!
Constipation! Stomach flu etc. OMG.
I really don understand how come people always got prob with health.
I mean myself la!
It has always been a serious problem especially for me.
since I am always constipated.
Recently one of my friend mother passed away.
partly due to constipation.
because of some toxic when you are constipated.
So hubby was damn worried abt me.
Not that i am kua zhang.
but yeah. please take care of yourself.
eat more fruits, eat more vegetables.
have regular meals is super impt!
because our body is very sensitive one wor.
Have been taking alot of fruits these days.
guess is due to at home got bai bai.
haha. so I eat lo.
and it really helps.
though I feel bloated at times.
it is much more better now.
so people take care.

Next topic. abt work.
I think we are really going into the next step of our life.
into the working society.
frankly, I don know what will happen to everyone of us.
but I sincerely hope that everyone got what they want.
find a job that they like.
though it is difficult.
i am sure that we are able to find one that we like somehow.
maybe we shall try the job first before determining if it is what we like.
so I seriously hope that auditing is really my cup of tea.
*though I seriously don think so. opps. hehe*
Yeah. and no matter where we go,
there is definitely stress ard us.
so bear with it ba.
it is not the stress that cause us so much problem.
the way of managing it will ultimately result the way we had stress.
so meeting up is seriously a way of relieving stress yea.

For guys who are studying.
cause there are guys that we met ba.
Glad to see that those are coping well.
and I hope that for those who are not.
don be sad. persevere is what you need.
though nobody will read my entry.
it serves as a noting for myself too.
cause no matter where we go.
we need to be determine in what we do.
Jiayou! Jiayou! Jiayou!

Seems like everyone of us is growing up.
to count, we have know each other (in JC de)
for almost 5 years!
and it is still going. :)
May everyone be blessed!

2007-06-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

Who I really am? (for myself)

Ok. This week is the worst week ever.
I am super annoyed with many many many things.
all minor things can just accumulate to a big annoying stuff.

About myself.
I am a person who is very straight in words.
People may think that I am too frank.
but those who knows me well enough knows that I am stating facts when I am straight.
being objective and not subjective.
So if I have "hit" you somewhere.
Please bear with me yea. *hehe*
but please reflect yourself somewhere too.
I may regret what I said. Maybe too harsh or what.
But I take pride and seriousness on what I said. *bleh*

I am someone who cares alot for my friends.
Some may even think that I am over protective,
or being kpo sometimes.
Some even tend to put an arms length b/w relationship.
But I really cared for people.
I tried to help if you need help.
All I hope is that you know that I am with you as long as you need me.

BUT BUT BUT.
I NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER ask you to follow my advice.
I gives suggestions to ppl when ppl needs help.
and I share with people my experiences.
BUT I nv think that I am correct all the time.
I am ok with you not agreeing with me.
I am ok with you not following what I mentioned.

So please don come and said that I follow what you said coz u are more experienced than me.
and I am giving you more problems.
I nv said you must follow wad I said.
You must take ownership and responsibilities of your own work.
and not blaming it to me,
and mind you I don think I am wrong at all.
coz I consult people more experienced than me before suggesting to you.
When I go an extra mile.
people don sees it.
it really hurts.....it hurts alot....

EQ vs IQ
I must admit that I do not have a really high IQ.
But I think at least I have a balanced of both IQ and EQ.
I can accept people for who they are.
I admired people who are smarter than me.
BUT i admired even more for those who are humble and is able to do work efficiently.
and not telling their superior who is younger that this should not be done.
We respect each other.
But there is no needs to feel superior because of your academic grades.
EQ is really really very impt in working.
I may not be fantastic in my EQ.
But at least I know where I should stop.
ponder and listen to others' opinion.
I really reflect and learn for the better.
So I hope others too.

Calling is part and parcel of work.
Please do not think that calling is an inferior job.
It is not. maybe you may not like it.
but we got to live with it.
Not complaining it.

Oh well. Maybe I am annoying you.
Treat that I am crapping ba.
Finally released my disappointment, anger & sadness.

2007-06-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Blogging

I always remind myself to blog.
and I always wanted to blog.
But then hor.
Very lazy to blog. haha.
Now got too much to blog.
Don know where to start.
so short short ba.

Met up with Marcus on Thursday night @ AMK.
Had dinner, chat and walk ard.
oh yeah. we tried WHATEVER.
because I tried twice.
realized that everytime I got Peach Tea.
So decided to try again see if they got cheat me or not.
haha. Marcus got peach again. diaoz.
and I got apply tea! finally man.
But then apple one tea very strong leh.
Fun chit chatting yea.
And I got another free meal again....hehehehe.

Yeap. Finally Graduated on Friday.
Relieved. Disappointed. Blessed. Alot of mixed feelings.
But then it's over!
and everyone graduated! so happy for all.
had a wonderful dinner with hubby at nite. :)

Sat went out with ada, jm, linghui and candice.
walked ard shop for clothes eat. haha.
Received a graduated card from ada.
I really feel so sweet and blessed.
thanks girl.

Today was another stay at home day.
watch huan zhu ge ge. hehe.
started on Part 2 liaoz.
abit bo liaoz.
but nth to do ma.
so watch tv lo. hehehe.

For the past 1 week.
I got serious constipation.
now still feeling constipated.
diaoz. bleh!

2007-06-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Before I go to bed...

Yeah. While waiting for my hair to dry.
I shall blog. cause nth to do.
bleh! hahaha!

In the end, I went YJ with Shihua instead of MeiYing.
Diaoz. Don ask me why.
Sudden MIA lo. bleh.
The no. of people in the event is really can count de lo.
I mean use fingers can count how many ppl.
so pathetic. really need to improve on it man.
We stayed quite long.
and my senior from CCS proposed a play outside school.
So interesting. hopefully it will come man! :)

Meet hubby after that.
ate Mac! so happy. coz the shaker fries nice. hehe.
then was the Superman 3.
I know we are late.
but then the cinema is almost full house lo.
and I almost sleep halfway.
there is this part which I think is really not very good la.
but well. overall ok show.
Prefer the first 2 though.

Then walk ard the places. to find some formal clothes.
haiz. Finally settled down with only one suit which cost 159.
damn ex. and I need to find more.
haiz. Damn broke now sia. bleh.
Must get cheap cheap de.
I saw the zara and mango suit so nice.
but super ex. :(

It is really long since we really walk ard like that.
without thinking to go home early.
no need to worry abt school work.
blah blah blah.

I hate SHOES! No matter wad type it is.
I hate them. cause no matter wad I wear.
I always got blisters everywhere.
no matter how causal the shoes are.
haiz. I am bad in dolling up myself.
and now the things that I got is torturing me. bleh. suay.

Oh. Hubby got the exxon job le.
good reputation. good pay.
but dangerous job. diaoz.
But still don know the pay yet.
coz they revising the pay.
Glad that he got the job he wants. :)
and he said he is going to miss his current team.
oh well...when it is times to go...
it is time to go ba...

Results going to be out in another 3 days time.
super anxious sia.
worried and excited.
the last time that I got results from NTU le.

Work is as usual sian.
or rather. I don know where is my motivation.
maybe is really PMS ba. diaoz.

Hair almost dried.
Time for bed.

2007-06-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Excited? Anxious? All of it? Angry?

It has been so long since I blog man!
Okay. Currently having mixed feelings.
many things to blog.
but I don know start from where.
oh well as usual.
today I was kana shot by my boss.
though I think he don mean it.
esp that is the usual way of him doing things.
then again, I am still abit pissed.
for a while only. haha.
afterall it is no big deal. bleh.

then come sian feeling.
coz I am super broke.
and the sian is times by don know how many times.
when I look at the dress code for work.
haiz. I think all my wardrobe don qualify.
which means that I need to buy many pairs of pants.
and not to say tops.
and jackets? or should I say blazer. bleh!

Then the lazy feeling come in.
when I need to get my academic gown blah blah.
the worst is results will be out on 8 June!
which is like next Friday!
damn scary sia. Don know how it will turn out be.
no matter wad the results are,
I just hope I graduate man.
hahahaha! den I will have all the emotional feelings coming up.
like the 3 years memories...
say short not very short..
say long also not very long.
but I really must say I grew alot. hehe.

Oh yea. tml is celebrating our 5 years 5 months.
long? nope? ok la. exciting?
hahaha. coz going to shop.
when I am super broke...
see the mixed feelings here.

and there is YJ alumni event tml.
go back don know do wad.
but nv go back I will feel bad.
so I decided to go back.
haha. for a while ba.
then here comes..
I need to go to the bank.
to settle some stuff...
when people are broke...
money problems just come...
damn...hahaha!
don worry be lucky ba!

Till then another blog entry.
I am still having flu.
the bug is damn strong man. bah.

2007-05-27T13:06:00.000+08:00

The worst weekend ever

It was supposed to be packed with events.
with facial, shopping, MJ, mum's bday celebration.
But I cancel everything.
coz I was down with the irritating fever.
The worst ever.
I nv had fever for quite sometime le lo.
I mean high temp fever.
this time...38.7! that was on Friday.
is abit siao siao lo.
think my brain is burnt.

There goes my sat.
with sleeping thru out the day.
I think I am awake for 5 hours in total yesterday.
it was bad. and to think that the temp is not down by alot.
Yesterday was peak at 37.9!
then u feel cold.
feel hot at different time.
damn bad.
the doctor says it is kinda common now.
the flu is getting worst.
many ppl tio sia. diaoz!
and I got a jab!!!!!
damn. though not pain.
still hate the feeling of taking a jab.

Oh yea. today.
ok. I am awake most of the time now.
I think I gotta make myself awake,
if not I will feel not very good.
the temp is back to 38.4. damn.
seems like the temp is not going down at all.
but beats me.
I guess I am feeling alot better compared to the the past 2 days.
judging that I am online today.
and able to blog.
the past 2 days was hell la.
I jus don wan to do anything at all lo.

So sorry for those whom I actually have a date with.
feel esp guilty for MJ.
Coz I initiate it.
but then I break it.
stupid sickness. blah!
take care ppl!
the weather is simply bad! bah.

2007-05-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

Disappointment

Nowadays I think that I have been seeing so much disappointment,
that I feel immune to it. Do I?
Today is yet another disappointment.
Really should said that I don know how people look at things.
or rather are people age like 21 matured enough to start working the society.
are people just too pampered that they don know wad is working all abt.

Ok. I may be being too biased to say all are like that.
but really. we must really really think then act.
and think RESPONSIBLY not SELF CENTERED.
I don want and think that I should not revealed on the blog.
after all it does not reflect good on the person,
and at the same time maybe the school?
But really, I think it is high time that the school teach people on expectation.
irregardless where u are from,
no matter wad grades you are...
everyone should know that you have to work for respect.
start by learning.
expect the job that you are doing is part of learning.
and not thinking that I am not in the position to do it.
coz everyone does it in their job.
and mind you. wad I say is calling.
Please do not think that marketing is just a desk bound job.
almost 75% of the marketing people needs to do at least 70% of cold calling when they are new in the industry.
So please don think that calling is not your job.
it is only that maybe cold calling starts to reduce as you goes up.
but that does not mean that you don have to it.
Expectation really have to adjust...
not everything is so nice as it is..
we just got to learn and accept it.

Ok. enough said.
This is to remind myself not to be like this.
blah! disappointed.

2007-05-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

No title

No title for this entry.
too much on my mind.
wanna blog but don know where to start.
so I shall start on,
I went to the zoo on sat!!!!
hahaha! It has been so long since I went to the zoo.
one year ago? hehe.
It has changed quite abit leh.
so glad I went to the zoo lo.
hehehe. oh yea. and we got a place to upload photos.
super funny for the process to get that name.
ululu.ah! group...it's our grp name! hehe.

Feeling pretty tired.
mentally tired.
physically mmm..maybe ba.
Maybe work has been making feel kinda sick.
but then I am not stressed!
so people, pls do not worry abt me.
I'm fine. :)
Just that I may seems rather quiet nowadays.
and rather detached from things.
and not online as often.

coz I don know wad to talk abt these days.
and I don wan to comment on the wrong things.
I just wanna stay quiet sometimes.
coz staying quiet helps ur mind to generate some constructive thoughts.
and i have been facing the computer for more than 8 hrs a day.
and I am sick of the computer.
so I usually come home.
online a while den phoof.
I am gone!
so sorry for not talking to my usual kaki.
you know who you are...
and I know you understand..haha!

Meet up with many ppl recently.
start with linghui and angela.
goes on to JC class is shihua and sab.
Yewei for review of policy. :(
then is shao.
follow by shihua, xy, huishan and qiqi.
den is Adalene today!
People pls take care of yourself k.
and there are tons of ppl I have yet to meet up with.
omg. I miss my friends...
and of course I get to meet up with my hubby too.
coz I have been nagging that he din company me enough. :(
now also not enough. bleh!
haha. though I know he has been with me whenever he is on off day.
hehe. still not enough ma. :(
nobody wan to company me de. bleh!

see. I am ok.
I am fine.
I just need a clear and objective mind.
to think of work.

*being too objective or too emotional?
oh well...that is for me to think,
for you to see. tata!

2007-05-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Random

Don know wad to blog abt.
Too many or too little things on my mind le.
slack! haha!
oh well...life goes on.

Learning to be objective seems difficult.
feeling abit extreme as times goes by.
Trying my best to handle whatever things that come.
But "put down the bottle and rest a while" is a must.

Tomorrow is always another day.
And the day will be best if you look at it positively. :)

2007-05-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Yawnx

Was out at nite yesterday.
with Carolyn.
She just got back from Batam.
Went over to quite a few places
before we settled down at lower seletar.
No place liaoz.
Had a long chat.
like 4 hours? haha!
got home at 2.50 am.
super duper tired.

Then the next morning.
I cannot wake up at all.
practically sleep the whole day.
and I am feeling so so tired.
I don know y sia.
maybe I sleep too much? haha!

Haiz. tml is monday le!
I dread going to work.
the first time in my whole PA life.
I actually dread.
ok. the last time is when I make a mistake.
now I hate the way it is operated.

I want to get out of Singapore.
But I don have money.
How I wish...
anywhere...just out of Singapore can?
I miss my hubby. :(

2007-05-12T22:12:00.000+08:00

Lunch with my brother & Sister-in-law

Mmm. yea. we went Botak Jones today.
so the food is nice,
big portion. cannot finished.
guess coz i am still not feeling too well.
and maybe coz yesterday eat too much.
haha! the fish & chips are nice.
but don ever try the chicken wing.
nth fantastic.

Yeah. chatted quite abit with them.
my brother says he wanna study Master.
Make me think of studying also.
study Msc TIP. But then the requirement really turn me off.
bleh! got to write essay blah blah.
But the coursework is so interesting.
maybe shall try applying next application de.
which is end of this year.

Then went bai bai with them.
and to the National library.
Kinda great to be reading again.
find it super contradicting.
I nv stepped into the lib as often as last time.
when I am studying.

Funny thing is I am reading chinese novels.
romance of course.
while reading it. find it pretty sad.
and realised there is simply too many unpredictable things ard.
ok they are just stories.

today I become rather moody in the evening.
cause I realised I haven been meeting hubby as often as we do last time.
kinda feel very sad.
when ppl ask me.
sat not going out with hubby meh. haiz.
Not that I don wan. but he really not free.
Somehow add on to his stress ba.
he kinda sian too..
thinking of ways to make me feel better...
thanks hubby..
I feel better...I believe we can make more time for each other de. :)

Received KPMG letter.
will be starting work on 4 July, Wed.
Reason is there will be some program ba.
that's y it is not on Monday.
I think they really know me sia.
they actually send a brochure telling us the dress code.
basically is suit la!
and yes lo. got to spend money on buying clothes again.
I don feel like a girl at all.
coz i don like to go shopping.
hahahaha! I grow fat. :(

2007-05-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Dinner with 203 girls

haha! actually not alot of us lo.
only 3 nia.
ok la. is full attendance le leh.
coz Trang is in vietnam now.
and yuan yuan is in Canada now.
omg. haha. Hope you guys are enjoying life there!

Yeap. We had dinner at marina square.
Jap food. Nice. Hehe. Hope you girls like my recommendation.
Had a great chat.
and know some surprises. hehe.
It has been so long since we catch up and chat le.
Hope it would be more often man. haha.

Met wendy (grp A) and SK at Marina too.
haha. So long nv see liaoz.
also talk abit lo. hehe..
realised that I haven been catching up with ppl sia.
Hope to meet up real soon man!

Really don wan to talk abt work.
Just let me die softly.
haha! crap. Just say nia la.
I am thinking positive u know. hehe.
be objective.
be positive.

2007-05-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

I finished 碧血剑 serial liao!
hehe. 35 episodes lo.
Coz yesterday was on MC.
so watched the rest of 15 epi I think.
the whole day.
Ok. I got rest enough too.
Feeling better now.
Though I still feel giddy.
I think it is the weather that is giving me prob.
at one time you feel hot.
den when u stepped into the room.
it is air conditioned.
and people are falling sick nowadays.
So take care ppl. :)

After finishing the serial cum the novel.
I feel lost again.
coz nth to look forward anymore.
Haiz. I want to watch tv!!!!
But there seems no show to watch leh.
Can anyone introduce me??

Work has been usual.
Work Work Work.
I starts to feel lost there.
coz it is no longer the way I feel.
I still love my company.
But I don understand the rational of everything.
the rational that he does things.
Haiz. Feel rather sad and bad abt it.

2007-05-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

I don see my limitation at all.
If only I see it.
I would take the "act big" role.
and made mistakes.
The worst thing could happen just happened.
I don care abt myself.
I am just worry abt giving other ppl problem.
Maybe I should not care abt everything.
when I am not in the position to make decisions.
Maybe is the ego that cause all this.
I am just not the one who is doing work.
I feel bad.
But there is nth I can do.
I guess, what is done is done.
I just have to live with it.
and learn how to handle situation again.
when people change,
handling tactics change.
Or am I being biased against stuff.
Maybe I am.
Maybe I am just thinking ways to push blame to others.
Feeling damn bad now....

2007-05-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

Random

Yeah! Peeps who are going overseas!
Enjoy your holidays yea.
Seems like everyone is leaving on the same day lo.
But still enjoy the wonderful trip ahead. :)

When I started working,
the virus came to me.
I am down with fever and worst, sore throat which I really hate.
Plus occasionally sneezing.
Just hope that I will recover before the week starts again.

Work has been like that lo.
Busy yet not busy.
Given a task to do.
I think there are things that needs more thinking than doing.
I guess it takes more time to think and plan how to do.
than the time you are actually doing it.

For sth like this.
I guess I really need a lot of time to handle it.
I am glad that all my colleagues are helping me.
And I finally aga know how to go ahead of doing it,
when I was forced to sit down and plan the weekly plan and monthly plan.
Yeah. Guess it is how work is like ba.
Jia You Jia You Jia You.

Had a wonderful dinner with hubby yesterday.
he actually says I wear very ugly.
bah. coz he wear very nice ma. haha!
and he is working OT today nite shift somemore.
Will be meeting him in half an hr time.
at his home though.
can play wild arms.
and I think to sleep ba.
coz I am really very tired...
Guess I am lack of sleep ba.

2007-05-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

First Day of Work

Loaded with information.
Meetings from 9 to 6.30pm.
of course a slightly longer lunch time.
coz my first day ma.
I also need to adapt to the environment k.
though I am there for 2 years le?! haha.
Yeah. Great to see my colleagues again.
But work is alot to do.
planning, planning and planning!
7 weeks to complete my project.

One thing I realised today.
I think I like to be alone.
after one whole day of all interaction,
suddenly alone time seems pretty impt for me.
I think that is the time I can really think abt work again.
bleh! I feel that I am someone with no life.
as what linghui they all say.

Had dinner with linghui and angela.
Nice Chat! makes me feel relax...
I guess I see what will I be doing for the next 2 years.
what my life will be...haha!
no life. bah.

2007-05-01T19:05:00.000+08:00

Last day of Holiday

I am starting work tml le.
bleh. but I will make sure I won MIA k.
haha! So I can meet with people.

Today finally meet up with Johnny.
He is leaving for US liaoz.
Ok. Alot ppl going US lo.
Sherlynn, YingXin, Pauline, Danny, Ben and Barry too.
Bleh. Barry leave without informing!
the rest, I guess really no time to meet up.
But take care guys.
If u happen to read this entry.

Yea. Today's meet up is rather a funny combi.
coz Wendy came all the way from West to Northpoint today!
haha. Still got Bingliang, Kelvin and Sichao.
Had a great 3 hours chat with them.
Really enjoyed it.

Only at the very last min,
then decided to take out the camera.
When only left wendy,johnny and me.
hehehe!

Take care All yEah!
Will see you guys when u are back! :)

Waiting for bus. Say cheese!

When the bus 969 is already in front of us! hahaha!

2007-04-30T15:14:00.000+08:00

The Weekend

Did practically nth over the weekend,
but to nua?!
Went over to Linghui's hse in the late afternoon,
to return her 1 bag of her comics.
den i nearly got killed by her.
coz i haven finish my comics and pass it to her. :P
muz return her wad she borrow me one ma...hehe!

Meet hubby to pack and buy back dinner.
den watch south park with him and his brother.
don know wad they showing lo.
the show really abit lame. haha!
den continue my wild arms PS2 hehe.
main motive of the day. haha!

reach home almost 9pm.
watched tv all the way till 2am in the morning.
it has been so long since I watched such long hours le.

because of the show 碧血剑 showing on SCV,
I went to read the novel online.
yeah. it is in chinese,
has been so long since I read any chinese books le.
and there goes my whole sunday afternoon.

Then continue my tv spree,
hahaha! from 7pm to 11pm.
this time shorter. coz nth to watch lo.
den was chatting time with hubby.

Think my life really sian leh.
nth much interesting de.
super boring lo.
I guess this is how we define NUA-ING.

2 more days to go before I start working....
I refused to say I am moving to the next stage of life.
(coz marcus says he is moving to the next stage)
haha! I am someone who is doing holiday job. haha!

I feel old...Yesterday I saw alot of girls are so young on the tv.
bah! realised that hitting the number 2 is not fun at all.
more responsibility, more pressure.
more things to do!
but looking at another perspective!
that is MORE CHALLENGES! :)

2007-04-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

Journey to the Lib

Mm. Kinda contradict.
when I am in school needa study.
I don go to the lib.
but when I finish exams,
I went to the LIB!

1/2 an hr walk to the lib.
The journey makes me think of the past.
the path where I used to walk to my primary school.
where my brother waits for me after school...
where my grandma brings a notebook to sch for me.
coz I forgot to bring.
now the primary school is a place where others created memories.

the path also reminds me of
candice and I walking home after netball training.
the short 1/2 hr talk makes us closer to each other.
talk abt school, abt netball and abt guys! haha.
Remind me of my secondary life.
Alot of memories run thru during the walk.

Oh yea. went to the lib,
as usual to settle down with some thoughts.
to read thru wad is given me 3 weeks ago.
which i believed is outdated by now.
haha. sad to say.

to read some business management books.
not read...but browse thru ba..
alot of ideas running ard.
but not quite settle down.
the feeling of GAN JIN is only the short moment.
after awhile you feel negative.
coz u don know wad u do is correct or not.
is it wad he wants or not.
so the solution for a negative person is:
to procrastinate. haha!
Talking abt this, I read this book today.
the title is Yes, But...
and there are 5 Buts that we will think of.
Think I got all the pattern. bleh!
Also saw the X-Y theory by McGregor.

One thing I realized is that.
business is always the same thing?
jus that it is human who make it complicated?
all are simple procedures.
but just that nobody want to say it out.
Oh well..maybe I am too naive...

Hate the feeling of not knowing anything..

2007-04-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Nua-ing?!

Really is not my cup of tea.
Ok. Not because nobody company me.
today my hubby company me ma.
haha. So not coz of that la.

Maybe I am not used to it ba.
Just find it I am like doing nth.
haha.
Wake up at ard 10 plus.
watch tv and off to hubby's hse.
to play PS2! Wild Arms.
Ok I played that game using computer before.
But this time,
this version has better graphics blah blah.
story line also change abit.
Play till not even 1/4 of the story.
Don think got any chance to continue the story anymore.
coz will be starting work next wed.

And yeah.
the stupid wrist is getting more painful.
guess it is due to typing too much?!
haiz. Sian! Hate to be like that..
Coz it is painful...

2007-04-26T01:08:00.001+08:00

High High High

haha! Not because I finished exam.
but because I got sth to do le.
Ok. Work is supposed to start in May.
But because there is some stuff that need to be done urgently,
I am down with work again.
and I am bothering Marcus for help.
So paisei! cause he still need to study for exam.
so sorry brother!
But really appreciate your help.
hope what you look thru helps u in a way or another.

Oh yea. I went back to YJ today!
after so long.
and Ms Ang actually say I MIA for a long time.
I din lo. haha.
Anyway this time round went back.
cause YJC is having an alumni event in June.
and there is this email which ask for help from CCS.
This time is organizing a singing competition for the alumni.
A small event with limited budget.
bleh! So we got to think of ways to do it.
Oh well. At least a draft is out.
with Ms Ang's experience.
I think she should be fine ba.
So yea. Anyone from YJ interested to sing,
please drop a tag on my tag board.

Yeah. 2 missions to be done like ASAP.
haha! Enjoyed it.
But I want to rest too....
oh well...that's life...

2007-04-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

A date with Linghui

Meet up with linghui for dinner today.
then went over to her hse to see her latest comics collection.
omg. alot of books.
to think that I had alot of comics my own.
coz I just counted the number of comics I had.
it is 300+ books!
wah alot hor.
But our Ms Linghui got 1100++.
OMG. it is like 3x mine lo.
and I took 3 bags of comics back home today!
so happy.
this is going to be a comics craze week...
hehehehe...
Oh yeah. had a long chat with her too.
hahaha. great to chat with her. :)

2007-04-23T15:27:00.000+08:00

The 600th Post!

You Are 36% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.
You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!

Are You a Slacker?

You Have Low Self Esteem 32% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.
Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.
Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

Your Worry Factor is 44%

While you're not a worrywart, you worry more than you should.
Maybe you don't have enough to keep your mind occupied at times...
Or perhaps you've trapped yourself into some bad thinking patterns.
Try to worry less and enjoy life more. There's no point thinking about things you can't change!

Do You Worry Too Much?

2007-04-23T15:15:00.000+08:00

It's Over le!

Yes. The last paper.
I am done with it. haha.
Ok. I feel bad now.
coz everyone is still preparing for their final paper.
so people jiayou for yr AA206 paper k!
and also for some is their GE paper.

Today's paper.
I don know. I tried my best liaoz.
Just let the grades come out.
and see what is it ba.
And I am done with my 3 years in NTU-NBS.
Seriously,
so fast! the days there.
it is history liaoz.
ok. yesterday is always history le.

Feel that there is still alot of things not done in school.
come to think of it.
regret quite abit for not being more sociable.
to know more friends.
But I must say...
I really know alot of true and great friends these 3 years too.
Thanks so much for being there for me,
whenever I need it.
I really hope the friendship will last for as long as it is.

Oh yea! today I went home with wenshun leh!
Finally! hahaha. It has been a semester,
since me and yujia have been joking abt it.
haha. Finally did it.
on the last day of school...
we were laughing at it lo. :)

Too much on my mind le.
Too much to blog abt.
To blog abt the 3 years.
The friendships that I had.
The happiness that I had.
Not to forget of course got unhappy time.
But it is gone.
Time will heal.
Of course at the same time,
we must learn to forgive and try to forget.

Recap should be done soon.
Maybe after convocation?
haha! that is so long. July sia.
Provided I managed to graduate!
hahahaha.

2007-04-22T22:32:00.000+08:00

The Last Paper in NTU

Tml is the day man.
The last paper in NTU le!
I sure it is going to be the last one.
No! I insist that it is the last one!
*haha* siao liaoz.
Ok. Stopped studying at 8pm today.
as per what I promised myself.
As usual.
I am not done yet.
After reading the PYP.
I am like...
you know...but then again...
you don know...oh well...

Don know how I should feel abt it.
The last day in NTU.
Ok. Officially last day will be convocation la.
not tml. But still....
hahaha...you know you know....
I am crapping I realized.
Anyway, those who read this entry.
Please please.
Help me pray.
That I am going to pass thru tml! :)
Yeah. Good lUck to All!